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2010-12-18T01:31:00.003+08:00

nothing lasts forever,
im sorry i can't be perfect.

sorry for not blogging for so long ):
readerzz, please come back.
& also continue clicking on my nuffnang ads.

this week, i have been crazily busy.
well it was quite a great week, i must admit.
it might have sucked in some small little ways,
but just some sucker made things so great. (L)

so monday - wednesday ,
had band camppppppppppp ~
very little people turned up though ):
well overall the camp was quite good.
i think the night practices were the best.
and also section competition HAHAH.

oh and finally got to know our new percussion tutor.
mr james goh ~ & he's like only seventeen ?
but damn pro ): envy envy.

serene was like supposed to fall on us :)

section competition ~

percussion won most creative :) yayeeee.

i love percussion ~
nananan, after band camp,
went to macs w yining,stephanie,grace&kerern.
den had good good gossip time w the sec1s too :)
can say bonding time. HAHA.

thursday,
went out with wenqi,nicole,sarah (L)
miss them so hell much la please ):
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUAAA WENQIIIIIIIIIII !
we caught harrypotter at tampines mall (:

after the movie, sarah had to go ):
so wenqi,nicole & i took a train to bugis.
shopshop, got ourselves koiii (Y)
den bought some small stuff & took train to tajong pagar.
reach the place, walked to Sg Conference Hall .
keep call bryan harass him laughhs.
den we found him and he was eating .

photo credits to urm, some random dude from zhonghua? LOL

& so the concert started ~
wow im very very very very impressed by swiss cottage band.
they play soooooooooo well.
and their percussionsts damn high (Y)
well great performance by ZhongHua & SwissCottage :)

after performance,
went to eat supper w wenqi&bryan @ dobyghaut ~
mad happy la. i like talking about old times in mbs
all the happy times just comes flooding back .
can't wait to meet mbs people again.
i love you peopleeeeee.

friday,
yining came to my house bringing kfccc :D
eat eat chat chat den went to jurong point .
went finding everywhere for a yellow pencilcase ..
but couldn't find it ): sighhh .
hope can find sooooooon ! :)
a nice yellow pencilcase for foo yining aka nuer.

had a quite deeeeeep chat with yining.
next year, hmmm, NONONONONO BB :)
this is between us . HAHA .

2010-12-12T20:24:00.002+08:00

will blog on the fifteen / sixteen / seventeen .
band camp from 13-15 dec.
will reply text messages late.

you keep making me smile.

2010-12-07T21:53:00.004+08:00

i feel the vacancy,
in ur heart in ur heart in ur heart

hello earthlings ! :)
shall blogz ~

sunday,
at night went for dinner @ jap association.
ate my donguri hamburger again ~
oh and after that, the lounge karaoke room was empty.
so kichi,my mum and i karaoked for like an hour :)
super funnnnnn. teeeeheeeez.
my mum got so highhh :o

monday,
morning went tpy to find jiaying to give her my sec2 books :)
at serangoon mrt, i met WAIPANNN. omg.
i miss her truck loads xx
den met jiaying, she so cuteeeeee. ahahahaa.
okay anyways, after that,
trained to bishan to meet my awesomeeeeeee,
PATEY BBG & JOYCE BABE :3

they just make the surrounding high :)
they went to get fake eyelashy :D
omg so epic the 30 + mins in toilet.
alot people keep staring at us -.-
especially the toilet cleaner.
like MYOB please.

den trained to yishun to catch ,
RAPUNZELLLLLLLLLLL .
it's an awesome show i swear.
you people out there gotta catch it.
patey & i got super emotional watching it T__T.
happy endings like this never exists ):

after that, we went to the library to camwhore.
LOL. i know hillarious aye. in the library -.-
and joyced pulled down the,
' please do not sit on the floor ' poster.
and we just sat on the floor. JOKE.

patey's epic face (L)
123 gang huat arhhhhhh ! :)

well that's all i guess :D
i miss them alot already ):
can't wait for the next outing w them.

and, BIG NEWWWWWZ.
my mum & brother went japan already ):
leave me alone in sg w my dad.
i wana commit suicide already -.-
this whole holiday never go overseas.
if i knew that hongkong trip was cancelled earlier,
I COULD HAVE GONE TO JAPANNNNNNNNNN )': )': )':

well, im so lonely now at home.
jio me out & text me more often k.
ESPECIALLY TEXT ME AT NIGHHTTTT.
i feel so empty at night..

kay, next week got band camp ):
hope 16december's mbs peeps outing is not cancelled.
bye.

2010-12-04T21:53:00.003+08:00

partaypartay. :D

HI I LOVE MY LIFE (L)
let me recap about yesterday ~ :D

so yesterday, took train to tpy ~
walked to toapayoh kfc, saw mr lum there eating :)
so helped him with the jap song and whatever.
den we had some chat chat and after that i left the place.

so slowly walked to popular ~
see things here and there ~
den patey & joyce reached :)
omgggg. i so shy see them laaa ;shy
first time see them :3 they're my audi friends.
they damn cute keep quarrel w each other.
shows how much they love each other :)

went to kfc chat chat ~
talk about stupid guyzzzz >(
after that went to koi to get bubbleteaa !
i got my vanilla ~ so long never drink.
best thing was that queue wasn't long.
i help joyce open her strawwww yayeee. :3
den we went to tpy hdb building the downstairs.
drink drink chat chat.
the place damn scary please. like nobody one.
damn quiet. but very nice place to slack :)

den stupid chuanjian finally came ~ with junxian.
den went to NTUC (?!?)
chuanjian wanted to buy BODY,PAD,FACE PRODUCTS. LOL.
den went macs, cj&jx go eat. me and joyce kop their fries (Y)
den took a train back home :)

AHHHH. i love my patey bbg & joyce mifeng.
next outing = MOVIEEEEEE :3 .
can't wait to meet them T__T

today,
went for JSS.
only me,hannah,kazuki came.
and kazuki left during second period cuz he had tennis match.
so left me & hannah for calligraphy.
i swear i almost died writing just two words.
my legs were aching due to the sitting position (seiza)
sarah write my name till so ugly ):

& yeahh hell. tsukamoto sensei doesn't admit that he married.
it's alright we'll keep asking him till he admits :)
he didnt even invite us for his wedding la ! ):

after jss, quickly rushed home.
after that went to get ready to go NEX w yining.
rushed out of home, chiong onto the bus,
met yining at the kfc side of NEX.
saturdays, killer man. so many people ):
yining was so happy that a taxi uncle thought she was 16. LOL.

anyways, went to basement 2 , icing house :)
bought a 8 inch cake for my brudder.
i think we decorated not bad as it was our first time yeah ~

den yining wanted to buy another cake.
the small small one for herself :D
so she bought another one and we decorated.
so we were like, this cake shall be for our 1st anniversay? :D

this isn't exactly the end product.
we still ended loads of star sprinklezz. :D
oh and the best part of the cake has a big cute smiley face.

hehheh. great time decorating the cake :3
so after that took a bus back home.
wow i almost died i swear.
the bus keep jerking and it was filled w people and all.
i was like risking my life to protect the cake -.-

well came home, ate kfc :)
lalalalalalanananananana. ate cake, drank alcohol.
good day :) the end.

okay, next week is gona be a blast.
im dying to go out with mbs people. AHHHH!
okkay, im done here.
goodbye :)

2010-12-02T21:35:00.003+08:00

please turn back .

this week is a terribly great week.
and next week is gona be even better.
the only two weeks im gona hell enjoy myself.

so this week, wow, life is good.
not meeting much beatty people (Y)(Y)(Y) ,
just enjoying life being alone / w a few people.
and just feeling happy by someone.
okay, honestly, not really 100% happy.
but yeah, better than nothing (:

i managed to clean some stuffs in my house.
going to jap association for desserts and drinks.
having drinking sessions at night.
oh, and i keep going NEX for fun.
just great :)

today, went NEX with lianmin :D
had a good time catching things up with her ~
we had starbucks. ( choco chip frappe :D )
oh and we went to watch 'hello stranger'
and one part hell, we were about to burst out in laughter.
lucky we control x__x
i wana go out with her again soooooooooon ! :)

well that's all i guess.

2010-11-27T22:17:00.004+08:00

i feel stupid thinking that this is how friends should be treated.
it's okay. i dun wana start a fight / have complications.
nevermind, i'll just keep quiet.
teach me how to treat friends in the 'right' way ok (:
if i can't keep up with ur treating, i'll leave. kbye.

2010-11-25T22:02:00.011+08:00

it just takes some time

hello (:
sorry if this post i sound sian-ed.
cause im currently not really feeling well ):
as in physically.
i think viruses has intruded my body.
having horrible eyes & stupid runny nose.

so monday,
went for two concerts.
first - berlin philharmonics (:
second - manjusri, guestband whitley (:

met stephanie&yining in the morning @ bugis.
went to get flowers for friends in mjr band.
just kept walking around & saw aiqin & jolyn !
coooool to da maximumz.

took a train to cityhall to meet band members.
jeremy's clothing was really weird :o
den walked to esplanade w us going hyper ~

reach esplanade. so many people were there ):
saw guanqin, xinyu alsooo !
camwhore camwhore ~

so okay, the concert hall is just cool.
it's so huge and grand.
and berlin philharmonics, omg they are just so pro.
they played really really great.
and when the whole hall was quiet,
u can actually feel pressure in ur ears.
this shows how silence is rare.

really great performance but ..
after awhile it got kinda boring ):
and urm, i kinda dozed off x__x
i couldn't stay awakeee.
and we started chatting and playing w our itouch etc.
and some woman complained about us.

oh and guess what? I SAW CHEWYYYY.
my retarded audi friend.
yes, i saw him at the performance.
well he didn't see me but i did.
super cool and qiao :D

halfway through the performance,
dashed out of the hall to rush for mjr's concert.
met wenqi at cityhall HMV ( omg i miss this girl so much )
and we took a cab to NAFA.
went cheers to get some snack or what,
saw ian and his friend there (:

totally didn't regret going for the concert.
seeing people like jodi&lesin just made me super happy.
and that retarded wenxiang, as tard as ever (:
look at his chestnut hair.
it stands out so well.

ohmy, epic conductor's face. LOL.
got really high w yining&wenqi during the concert.
we were like spotting for handsome guys lmao.
and yining was pretty interested in one of em :3
i wish i could go mjr ): it seems so fun there.

after the concert, went bugis macs w wenqi&yining.
ate our dinner there, caught up alot with wenqi (:
i can't wait for 16 december (L)

tuesday,
woke up kinda lateeee.
quickly rushed down to cityhall to meet band members.
another berlin philharmonic rehearsal to watch ~
was super dead tired and i fell asleep twice during the performance.

after that went for lunch but i didn't eat.
wasn't really feeling hungry.
i've got this super cute adorable photo of yining (:

hehe she's so cute.
anyways, went hershey's choc after that.
lianmin&yining got what they wanted (:
den we took a train back to braddell

had sectionals after that.

well that's about it i guess.
today was band and nothing much to say about it.
two weeks break from band,
oh my happy happy. :D

will blog soon again & hope im not falling sick *prays*

2010-11-19T22:18:00.002+08:00

two hearts. kill it.

hello. sorry for not blogging again.
this post is gona be pretty boring.
no pictures cuz i didn't take any ):

sunday, morning tennis was just a killer.
my lungs were screaming, hard time catching my breath.
my legs were begging for a break, it hurt alot.
den it started raining and i went home drenched.
the worst was walking from kovan > my house .
no umbrella, running under the pouring rain . ):
come back home kena gl-ed by my mum .
got angry . super angry .
well, bathed and changed and went to tpy.

waited for serene & lianmin & jonathan.
since it was pouring, we couldn't go fly kite ):
so instead we went to doby ghaut to find jinjun.
jinjun was like working and his boss seemed so fierce ):
sat at macs wait for him finish.
den i saw naomi shimada w her friend.
wanted watch movie but no nice movie watch.

in the end took train to farrerpark,
went to citylink, seoul garden to eat.
eat alot meat meat,den oil keep fly hit me & lianmin ):
den nicholas came, den eat alot alot alot.
nicholas keep talking sick & kept insulting me -.-
thanks jonathan polar bear for the treat :D
after that wanted go pool but last min never go.
trained back home. yaye.

monday, totally forgot what i did (:

tuesday, had band and stuff. lalala.
syf set piece, memories of friendship (:
i kinda like the piece. but my parts are just bass drum.

wednesday, yining called me from morning.
den she and angie came to my house while i got ready to go out.
den we took a train to doby ghaut.
they went to walk walk and shop shop while i walked to macs there.
met lianmin there den took the kite from jinjun.
after that train to tpy meet stephanie & corrine.
after that took a train to marina bay meet serene & jonathan.

was supposed to go marina barrage but we walked till busstop,
last minute say better not go cause still drizzling a little.
so we went back to the mrt and took a train to cityhall T__T.
decided to watch harry potter :3 omg yayee.
before movie went to dinner at long john. chicken ahaha.
after that went arcade. corrine&stephanie played.
we seniors just sit somewhere and watch.
oh and this guy was trying out parapara for the first time.
the way he played, super hillarious and ghey. LOL.
kept laughing like mad seeing him.

den went into theatre to watch (:
den lianmin wanted to go to the toilet so pei-ed her.
den on the way, we fell down cuz cannot see steps.
super paiseh. everyone stare at us.
we stand up le LAUGHHHHH den run out of the theatre. LOL.
den when we went back, we went in from the other side. x__x
okay so harry potter deathly hallows part 1 was a nice movie.
super loads of shocking parts that made my heart almost stop.
recommend you guys to watch it.
so after that went to take mrt from esplanade mrt.
met yining at doby ghaut mrt and took train back home.

by the time we reached my house it was already like ten?
so i went to bath first while she used the imac.
den after we both bathed, we went crazy.
or should i say yining went mad and i went crazy.
she started laughing like mad and jumping on my bed etc.
well so we slept at like hmm around 1 ? cuz i was tired.
and we called people while we're on the bed.
she kept molesting me so i did the same back.
so keep screaming, laughing and shouting. (Y)

thursday, woke up at 6am ):
yining had sectionals so we had to wake up early.
she prepared to go for school while i just changed.
walked to kovan macs and met jinliang there and ate breakfast.
didn't thought that he'll really come to kovan from morning LOL.
den yining took the train back to braddell w jinliang.
while i went back home to have more sleep (:
woke up, got ready for band and went to school.

sorry liankiat&terence for cancelling plans today last min ):
really sorry. hope to meet you guys soon.

sorry for boring blog post.
im really just not in the mood today.

2010-11-13T21:55:00.003+08:00

the ones we trusted the most,
pushed us far away.

hello.
firstly, i wana scream out loud.
SCANDAL IS COMING TO SINGAPOREE.
& im not going to watch . -'-
if i had known earlier,
i would start begging someone to go with me.
scandal. one of my most favourite bands. dammnit.
I LOVE SCANDAL .

they're like the best girl j-rock group.
i love emmmm. ):
if i had known earlier. damndamndamndamn.

so yeah, ARGHH . my chance slipped away ):
hope to watch a performance of them in japan i guess. ):

totally lazy to elaborate of what i have been doing.
went for NCO POP yesterday.
great performance by the DMs & BMs.
just that it was a pity that the performance was kinda short.
ohhhh, and it was a big surprise seeing bryan wong there.
totally stunned when i saw him (:
sec 2 and he's a dm ahhh. *clapclap*
if im not wrong we didn't see each other for one year plus?
ARGH. WE MUST HAVE A 6E OUTING.

well super lazy now.
shall share a song (:
SCANDAL - sakuraGOODBYE

2010-11-10T21:17:00.006+08:00

why won't you answer me.
the silence is slowly killing me.

hello human beings :)
been quite busy these days.

monday,
went to universal studios w seb,jane & doris (:
things were really cool & fun till some stuff happened.
damn that bitch who totally destroyed our day yeah (:
hope you get fired soon. :D cheers.

seriously, shan't talk about what happened.
make me super angry only.
and damn you staffs over there. make us pay so much.
even made me call my friends -'-

so for the whole trip,
this is the picture i like most (:

this photo is taken by meee !
using doris's DSLR ( jealouss )
had a fun time using doris's DSLR.

and the second picture i like best is this !

this picture is specially for osmond (:
taken by the cute little doris.

group photo w shrek&fiona :D
i wanted to take with the kitty in boots ):
but the queue was so long so we gave up.

no more stupid mummy rides for me & doris.
i dun like it at all . & that entrance totally sucks .
yeah bitch, it's cuz of you. badluck bitch.

there is still tons of picture must lazy post (:
well, overall it was fun i guess.
but thanks to this incident, i somehow got back something.
well for me to know. (:

lazy to elaborate about yesterday.
it was just so long to be explained :D
just so happy we wonnnnnn . sanwa ftw .

today,
kinda boring day.
but brought my brother to macs after his tuition.
what a nice sister am i ? :D
well had a small heart-heart talk with my brother.
he talked about his two bestfriends.
also i was like KICHI WHY SG NO HOT GUYS.
den he was like got what.
so i said, spot one den.
and he kept pointing to weird uncles -.-
so i was like sg got pretty girls ley.
den he was like NO. WHERE GOT. YOU POINT UH.
den i pointed to some auntie.
so he was like EWWWWWWWWWWW.

kichi can be a good brother,
when he is somehow only with me, without adults.
hope he's like always like that.
den he would be like the best brother i could wish for.

hell shiat unglam shot ):
i still don't think we look alike ~

hmmmm ~ gona have more plans coming up.
kinda creepy. it's like, im not free at all T__T.
will try my best to keep my blog updated :)

come & go, this feels like dejavu

2010-11-06T20:33:00.007+08:00

did you forget, that i was even alive

hellohellohello miss me? :)
i know i've not been blogging for hmm ..
a pretty long time ?
and yup, i keep saying i'll try to update more often.
but ... :/

really sorry. you can just say that i lost interest in blogging ?
or that im too lazy. hahahaha.
yeah i think im just plain lazy.
tag ploxxx. my tagbox is like dying )':

okay so recapp ~
yesterday, friday 061110,
was sebastian's birthdayyyy :D

so firstly, went to serangoon mrt to wait for brendan-da-bitch.
you know he was seriously a bitch.
he made me wait for him like for around twenty mins ?
and cause us to almost late. tsk bitch ):
and that chuanjian met me at serangoon just say bye,
see you later at keppel bay.
den run far far. ):
nvr pei me wait for that bitch .

so when that bitch came out of the train,
he still smiling like a foooooool . >(
so for the whole train ride from serangoon > harbourfront,
i was mega pissed at him .
den reach harbourfront, called chuanjian,
asked him where keppel bay.
he tell us take taxi -.- .

in the end, no choice took taxi.
brendan payyyyy :3
the taxi uncle noisy to da max.
say what it's a five min walking distance,
actually it's like what, twenty min ?
den keep say what i going meet my boyf hur and crap.
and why the guy beside me dun talk at all & whatever shit.
mind ur own business la hor ):

so reached keppel bay, saw chuanjian chiobu over there.
walked to the yacht there. took off shoes, got onto it.
saw doris,jane,sebastian(happybirthday:D), osmond,gabriel, seamus,
sebastian's family and some friend of his.
so okaaay, did i mention how cute is sebastian's sister, jessica?
she's aw-so-adorable. and she loves baby garfield :3

so the cabins were like super cool alright.
we girls got one cabinnn :)
had a really good time chatting & gossiping w doris&jane,
while lying on the bed being happy happy !
and i found out a cool thing.
doris is actually from france *___*

so we sat at the hmm front/back of the yacht.
it was super windy and awesome.
ahh i just love the wind . it was really coool .

yay yay ! my retarded face :3

so anyways, we reached some random island.
and the boys got really really excited.
and they started stripping off their shirt,
and jumping down the yacht and went 'swimming'.
since doris,cj,brendan and i didn't wana get wet,
we took the motor boat to the beach side.
and soon ltr, some of the guys started kayaking.
and seamus capsized and stuff. super hillarious.
and the bitch kept kicking sand & water at me -'-

my two masterpiece :)

the beach was just awesome.
there were still like alot of seashells & stuff.
and it was superrrr clean. unlike sentosa beaches.
i think jane had a hard time looking after jessica x__x

so after that, all the 'swimmers' including brendan,
kayaked back to the yacht.
left me,doris,chuanjian stranded on the island T__T.
so we were like MOTORRRBOATTT. COMEEEEE.
and yup, in the end it came :D

went on the yacht, the guy was like BBQ-ing.
ate our beef & sausage,potato & good stuffs, super delighted.

so the guys had more diving in etc.

gooooo osmondddddddd!
hi pretty babes :)
say hi to the dry people :D

so den a real unfortunate thing happened.
osmond got stung by some sea urchin,
having 5 thorns in his leg ):
so he had to pee in a cup and pour it over his feet x__x
and the guy was like, you'll have a fever tmr.
poor osmond ):

well so, everything was super good.
except that things got kinda dizzy cuz we're on the sea.
after reaching back to keppel bay,
we thanked sebastian's family and bid goodbye w jessic T__T.

den doris,jane,brendan,cj,sebastian and i,
went to vivo to have dinner at MARCHE.
omg thanks sebastian, our money fly ):
den all took purple line back and byebye-d at circle line.
really great day, thanks sebastian :)

next outing should be universal studios w the same bunch.
can't waitttttt.
k that's all for today.

im gona go crazy w a idiot now xx.

2010-11-02T22:00:00.002+08:00

you never enjoy your life, living inside the box.
you're so afraid of taking chances.

aloha :)
sorry for not blogging these days.
really really sorry.
and sorry for like no picture post.

today & yesterday was PSL training session.
yesterday was kinda boring while today was,
just mega totally fun :)
i think the water activities spiced up everyone's mood.
i love my group, group four ! :)
a group with cooperative people.

so today trainers from outside came.
the theory part wasn't that bad cause i didn't fall asleep.
the activities after lunch was just coool.
it was sad that we couldn't get 1st,1st,1st for all stations.
daron & i were so enthu in getting all 1st x__x

one of the stations was totally killing.
walking the wood 'bridge' and we who support it.
my arm muscles were like sore after it.
'pearl harbour' station best.
daron never throw water bomb properly,
landed at my tummy there water splash till my face (N)
best part was the like the external activity.
it was like war on the field.
every group holding water bombs,
running about splashing here & there.

the water was coool but it hurts when it hits you x__x
so we were running all about the field.
and riyado super awesome.
he was like running about the field barefooted.
that made him look like nature man or something like that.
somehow, it made him look like some guy who is super peaceful,
loving the nature & earth LOL

after the whole activity,
one of the trainers filled buckets with water,
splash at us, super fun. :D
jieli & i were wet from head to toe ~
and in the end, we took buckets and pour at brendan.
he wet from head to toe too. ahahahahhaha !
so he was like cursing me ( why only me D: ) the whole time.

changed and had a horrible time finding plastic bag LOL.
thank goodness stephanie give meee ~ (L)
while jieli used the smallsmallcutecute one.
lucky can fit :/

after the whole session, took bus home.
when i was alighting my first bus i waved bye to riyado.
den he did a peace out sign without smiling -.-
mean dude.

supersupersuperr saddddd.
no more at-night-slack-buddy.
hope you quickly get out of boy's home ):
and HOPE YOU CHANGE FOR THE GOOD doggy :D

2010-10-30T17:23:00.004+08:00

stitch. :3

okay horrible week.
cause i fell sick -.-
horriblehorriblehorrible.
in fact, i haven't fully recovered.

i ain't really in a mood to be happy.
going 3e3 next year. pure science + 7 subject .
suayness? stress nehh ;sob
somemore MYKJH, bingbing family not tgt le.
haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii .

anyways recap,
monday was a really great day.
went sentosa w the bingbings ! :3
once again, keryn couldn't come.
shall let pictures do the talking den :)

many more pictures but lazy to upload.
well just summarising, the day was just totally awesome :3
i love bingbinggg. teeeheeez.

okay post exam activities was horrible.
thanks to one horrible incident.
and that night i got sick -.-
keep vomiting and vomiting. my god.

okay enough.
i love mkjh, i love bingbing, i love 2E3'10.
i don't want 2011.

2010-10-23T21:11:00.006+08:00

good for me

sorry for being MIA.
was busy this whole week.
hell la, i hate after exams.
like no freedom. tied down. ):

anyways,wednesday was yining's birthday.
even though things got kinda bad in the afternoon,
i hope she overall felt happy at the end of the day.
at night had a great time celebrating for her :D
thanks jinliang,alvin,bryan,yihui,siewlian,eddie,jem,bernard,
for making her smileeeeee ! :)

yining pie, hope you liked the celebration :D

you're just the greatest friend anybody would wish for !
love you sososooooooooo mega much :)
holidays, let's do everything we've been planning k !
sleepover at my house, daiso, bake cookies, shopshopshop !
can't wait :DD

thursday,
a super horribly tiring day.
had tennis and training was just totally killing.
well it was even more horrible for miyuki.
she had those retainers in her mouth that killed her ):
hope she gets her braces soon ~

now i know, teeth retainers are killers ):

hope to improve tennis alot alot in this one year !
' i love being in this tennis academy cuz we get to see people improve '
that's what miyuki said. totally agree.
saw so many people improve in sanwa :)
i love sanwa tennis academy !
oh and my toe skin tore ):

friday,
some workshop on emotion and social whatever.
super boring. i think the other class somehow had more fun.
regret going schoool.
had band after school, went through kaze no mai.
lianmin, get well sooooon ! (:
went 7-11 w yining after band.
she wasted her money buying food .__.
open oven, filled with ants.
den yining went to 'bake' the ants.
den can hear the ants getting baked inside the ovenn.

saturday,
jss ~ boring as usual.
it was super slacky for me & yuka cause we finished our compo ):
so we spent our last period just slacking.
oh and we were forced to translate english newspaper articles again.

nozomi gona leave jss ):
happy or sad.
happy cause class will be quieter.
sad cause no more entertainment.
i just hoped we could all graduate together.
( dun wan takuma with us though LOL )

hi nozomi :) LOL

so anyways,
yuka and i were so bored we started drawing lame comics.
it was relating to the newspaper article we were given.
yuka's story very cuteeeee :3
hannah was like LOL at our comics.
naoto read mine and he was like omg, that's so sad. sobsob.
his acting skills faill nehhh ):

guess which is mine :3

so after jss, mum brought me to jap association.
so long since i've been there.
and lucky my brother baseball cancelled if not i cannot go :)
so went donguri, ate oreo cheese cake & drank coke float *__*
while my mum ate anmitsuuu.

on the way back home in car, i laughed like crazy.
i told my mum how much i love angmors and east people.
talking about that, i seriously miss east people ;sob

den went to find andrew after that and slackslack awhile.
greatttttt dayyyyyyy. hoho.
i can't wait for mondayyyyyyy.
beach beach beach ! :D

2010-10-19T22:22:00.006+08:00

i'll try overcome

my blog is loosing readers ? ):
comeeee backkkk.
and more tags ploxx.

yesterday,
was the day i had so much fun in a long time.
bigbig thankyou to bingbingfamily + gracee :D
so firstly, took mrt there.
i was like the second to reach there while ..
laodou was the first ! and he was like 1hr plus early?

den he was like since im a good daughter,
he'll bring me around go walk walk ~ :3
den went dessert buffet there.
saw alot of people from my tennis .__.
den when we walk more,
i saw charmane. so long never see her leyy.
soon everyone except ahbu,heexian, came.
so we were all standing outside the restaurant.
finally our hot smexy ahbu came and we went in.
hoho ~ eat until very very satisfied worhh ! :D

chocolate art by ahbu :D

more pictures actually but too lazy to transfer them to com.
well so after our super filling meal,
we went to iluma and play arcade. :D
i DDR-ed like crazy w grace,jieli,heexian,glendon.
( im dying to DDR w jerry )
den sean actually spent fifty bucks on arcade.
wasted T__T
but to him, not really ?

my leg only ~ :3

okay so we went back to bugis junction to catch a movie.
and of all movie, they HAD to choose ChildEye T__T.
so as usual, i freaked out throughout the movie.
i slapped ahbu in the face cause he tried to scare me.
i kept hitting glendon cause he tried to scare me too.
and me,jieli&grace just kept screaming.
and soon i got tired covering my face.
so laodou help me by using his hand cover my eyes :D
i think the movie's ending sucked like hell.
but well afterall, quite a interesting movie.

den after the movie,
we walked about here & there :)
just a really totally amazing day.
I LOVE BINGBING FAMILY TO THE MAXIMUM .

my hand HAHA

really hope keryn can come for our next bingbing outing ):
*praypraypray*
NEXT IS SENTOSA BABYYY.
can't wait for next monday !
>w<

today,
my exam results of some papers,
dun need say la hor :)
i just hope maths paper 2 will pull up my overall maths mark.
i don't want to fail. i don't want to faillll.
super jealous of glendonnnn laodou D:

YINING'S BIRTHDAY IN LESS THAN TWO HOURS.
MY PIE, I LOVE YOU . (L)

Sec4&5 seniors, congratulatios on graduation !
will miss you guys alot alot & thanks for everything.
especially bandseniors, PSLs, and others.
i look up to you guys and i respect you guys ! :D

will end this post with,
Thankyou Gan Audi KorDiJieMeiPaMaTwinneh,
BingBing family, MKJH, and all my beloved friends.
thanks for being there to encourage me to get up :)
and also, ALWAYS ALWAYS, thank you yuusuke ♥

2010-10-17T21:53:00.002+08:00

Day 7 : Your Ex-Boyfriend
actually i was trying to forget about this letter writing,
cause of yeah the title above, ur ex-boyf.
but well, i guess i just have to say what's on my mind.
hmmmm firstly, thanks for all the memories.
i think when i was with you, i was totally myself.
& secondly, sorry for making you feel stressed w everything.
i have no idea what the hell are you thinking about me now.
but what i want to say is,
i'm not a replacement for someone.

no idea if you were even serious about this r/s.
i try to believe that you were serious about it.
thanks for all the care etc.
hope you're happy now and yeah goodluck w everything.
and of course, everything with her to go well too.
jiayou alright. goodbye (:

~~1111~~

2010-10-15T21:40:00.005+08:00

see this mega cute boy above ? :3
he's half jap like meeeeeeeee .

firstly i would like to start off with,
EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRR ~ :D
both happy and sad at the same time.
cause when exam ends, it also means that,
CCA starts etc. gona be hell busy again
i've had really good times during the exam period.
didn't really have much emotional problems and headaches.
but i guess now it's over, it's all coming back.
it's hard to make happiness last eh?

would like to thank many people for cheering me on for EOYs.
especially yuusuke,natasha,jieli,yining,sean,vincent,zhiyuan,kelvin.
really big big thank you to you guys ! ♥

also thanks to those who went for 'study outings' with me.
i know most were quite unproductive .. :/
but well, i just know one thing.
i kept smiling and laughing.
so thank you from the bottom of my heart. :)

so today, to celebrate ending of exams,
went k-box with jieli,sean & glendon.
had a great time singing our hearts out,
shouting like mad people( especially jieli )and good great fun.
it was a pity that glendon had to leave earlier though.

ahhhh ~
can't wait for monday,
and lots of other things that we've all been planning.

oh and please visit my friend's webcomics.
' www.baritales.blogspot.com '
spread around the link please. tqs ~

ciaos, stay tune for next post :D

2010-10-05T18:55:00.004+08:00

the hardest thing.

^*%&%!!@@
yes it's the exams.

i kinda like this period.
no lessons, i feel like im concentrating like alot,
which is something that only happens during tests :o

but yeah, obviously i hate studying for it.
but tests are quite interesting actually.
it tests my mind and i like it :D
the best is the relieve after it.
i hate studying for tests ! but i like doing tests !

after tests, have been going to j8 to study.
super funn pleaseeeeee :3
okay, we're trying to study but most of the time,
hmmm unproductive ? :/
but i feel super happy okay.
i like smiling, i like laughing, i love my friends.

monday,
went studying ( more like laughing )
with keryn,jieli,brendan,marcus,sean.
laughed so crazily over some indian man doing disugsting things.

today,
had study session again w jieli,marcus,sean,nozomi :D
quite productive cause we did it in library.
somemore get good spot.
the thing was that jieli's eraser from 3rd story drop till 1st.
marcus sim is blind. he cannot find the eraser. (LOL)
oh and kumon 'promotion video' :)

DON'T THINK WILL BE BLOGGING SOON.
DON'T MISS ME, AFTER EXAMS, IM GONA HAVE SO MUCH FUN.
HOHOHOHOHOHHOOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO

xx

2010-10-01T19:54:00.003+08:00

hellopeople. EOYs starting? ):

im having study groups like almost everyday.
but .. i dun think any of it are quite productive :/
super worried for upcoming tests cause im totally empty in the mind

today was quite fun.
had a good time during PE w MKJH :)
playing a fool and running about. hmm.
thanks keryn,jieli,marcussim,brendan,ian,liankiat,weiren. :)
i had a fun time spitting bubbletea pearl.
koi ftw (L)

thank you brendan&marcus for treating ~

so well, wish me luck for exams !
can't wait for exams to be over.
filled with plans :)

Day 6 : A Stranger
hey you, yes you. the one reading this.
i may not know you.
but heres a message for you.
smile dear. no matter what happens, just smile.
i know it's tough to do that at times.
but remember, it's always up to you to make things right.
others can't make it right for you.
they can only cheer you on and give u encouragement.
they'd be there when you fall,
but in the end you have to be the one getting up.
cause they can't be you and help you stand up.
when life gives you lemon, make lemonade ! :)
a secret to being more happy,
be a person who does things positively. never the negative.

'life will bring you pain all by itself.
your responsibility is to create joy.'
- Milton Erickson, M.D.

2010-09-28T17:31:00.005+08:00

miss me ? :)

hello yes im finally blogging.
it's been a week yeah.
sorry but i just totally totally,
lost interest in blogging for a few days

okay summary of my life naw.
- im trying to study but i can't
- i haven't revised for ANYTHING
- life is quite good i guess

this few nights has been quite dumb.
mum is always foul mood after work.
so have been slacking around at night w andrew.
we almost got into deep trouble thanks to him.
well thank goodness no police case ~

jieli plucked two of her teeth.
and she looks so cute when she smiles :B

oh, & i cut bangs -.-
'thanks' people for spamming my fb wall about it.

also, i found out that ..
LIANKIAT FROM MY KINDERGARTEN.
shocking fact.

got alot people wan fight w jiangshuai outside our class.
floor got alot salivaaaaa :/

well that's all about it i guess.
oh and i had a SUPER DUPER good sleep during chinese lesson today :)
best is wenlaoshi didn't wake me up at all (Y)
i think i seriously had a damn good sleep.

jieli came to my house on monday!(yesterday)
had a fun time watching conan. hehe.

bangz. hohoho T__T
quickly grow.

2010-09-21T21:28:00.002+08:00

Day 5 : Your Dreams
hello dreams.
something i always have when im sleeping.
i think dreams tell me alot of things.
i meet so many different people in it.
im in so many different places in it.
i've got dreams that keep continuing since young till now.
i know it's kinda creepy.
but i really think that dreams are telling me something.

one dream i remember clearly that happened this year.
it was such a beautiful dream,
who knew this certain xx person dissapeared halfway ):
when i woke up i cried & cried.
i don't even know why.
i don't even know this xx person.
and i can wake up crying for this person.

but a few months ltr,
something like this happens in real ):
not that someone really passed away.
just dissapeared out of my life.
hmm. i think dreams are really something.
thanks dreams for warning me or telling me something.
the only memory that can never be captured with human senses.

ok,
nothing much to blog.
just wana say ..
I WANA WACH CHARLIE ST. CLOUD

2010-09-20T18:42:00.003+08:00

i spy you

good evening :)
yes im not studying again.
damnnn .
im happy no more staybacks in school!
for nowww ...
if school is always like this.
i swear i can't WAIT,
to get out of this school.

so anyways, yesterday night,
went out w my pie yining :)
first after tennis,
we met at serangoon & she came to my house.
i went to bath etc while she chat w my father LOL
suddenly talk about races .__.
den we took a train to clarkquay ~
on the way there, we were crazy & dumb.

walked about central,
we had a really good dinner @ mr curry.
just that they took really longg.
dying to go back there and eat again :)

i swear the curry was superrrrr goood (L)
well after that, we walked about singapore river.
full of people. super crowded ):
cause of some chinese crap -.-
and weird smell of food. not nice.

enjoyed seeing people scream on the bungee thingy :)
japanese ayee. ahahaha !
had a great fun there :)
reached home & was dead tired .

today,
school sucks as usual.
chinese oral sucked even more.
thanks keryn&jieli for making school better.
and yuu-nii (L)

2010-09-18T20:50:00.002+08:00

carry me

hellohellohello! (:
today has been quite coool.

firstly,
i was late for JSS again :D
wooootz. okay, only about ten mins late.
and we got some 'unhappy complaints' by our teacher.
and so like what circle time?
den at the last part, she asked us to write reflection crap?
oh and so i wrote like almost one whole paper,
on what im not happy w her
& that our class will NOT change :)
i bet today when she gets home & read it,
she'll flare up * laughs *

so had sportsday after that.
she seemed nicer during that :o
hell shiet kay. nozomi, naoto & kazuki never come ):
so it means only me,yuka,hannah,takuma(-.-)
well got pretty pissed at takuma today.
and keita told me ' hmm. he looks like a potato '
and i laughed. sarah was being totally crazeh.
so the whole time we were just chatting among ourselves.
i swear the place is super hot. almost died.
well thank goodness it's over naww :)

after school on my way home was the best.
firstly at harbourfront mrt,
when i went down the escalator,
i saw a very familiar looking guy.
so i stared at him for awhile.
face super red o__o so i was like nahh. shouldn't be him.
den when i boarded the train, i recieved a text.
'xavier : hi'
in my head, so qiao? i thought i saw him & now i get a text
so i replied back hey.
next text, 'where are you now?'
so i replied 'uhhh, harbourfront mrt?'
den i realised the guy in green shirt w red face,
was looking around and saw me and smiled.
so i was like 'omfg it's really him LOL'
den he texted saying he went sentos and now he's sunburnt :)
so at serangoon when he boarded the train,
i saw him again and upon seeing his face,
i L-O-L. and he covered his face and laughed.
i saw a walking red cute tomato in the train today :D !

ohkay so next, i was walking back home.
den near the 7-11, where there's a road that i always jaywalk,
there were two guys in basketball outfit.
den as they walked closer, the taller one looked familiar.
den i was like hmmm.. clement? impossible.
cause it's KOVAN.
den he stopped dead in his tracks and stared at me.
and i was like 'WHATDAHELL.WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE'
den he was like super stunned too.
'where you going?' :o
'IM GOING HOMEEEEEE.'
'HUH? YOU LIVE HERE?'
'YEAHHH LOL K BYE.'
shocking kay. seeing manjusri people in this area .__.
and if im not wrong the guy beside him was aaron.

so yeah, this is my quite cooool day.
tmr going for tennis. hope someone i know would be there.
and i realised something.
i hardly have any people that i dislike from the east.
in fact i think there are many, pretty&handsome people there.
and the place gives me good feeling ~
EAST FORTHEWAY. (Y)

food spam :)

2010-09-17T20:03:00.003+08:00

im staring at this empty room

alright summary of this week.
this week has just been .. horrendous.
ok maybe some stuffs were great though :)

seriously needa thank my text buddy (L)
if it wasn't for you, i'd be dead bored.
oh yes people,
did i mention my chinese teacher changed?

now i have some dog as my teacher.
now im ANTI-CHENLAOSHI & WENLAOSHI FTW.
i miss wenlaoshi )':
and im having chinese oral next monday.
sure cmi. wish me luck.

after today no more CCA till exams are over.
hope this few weeks will be really really PRODUCTIVE.
(MARCUS SIM OWES ME KOI!)
next week is kinda busy tooooo. damn.

tennis finally promoted from next week.
im freaked out. miyu&i can't go on same days.
i feel like not going for tennis anymore.
i hope somehow we'd be able to go on the same day.
never take anything for granted !
yesterday was cool yeah.
after tennis i ate island creamery icecream :D
BURNT CARAMELLL.

i think of this whole week,
wednesday was the worst.
especially during home econs ):
i almost puke & fainted.
lucky quickly run out of class get some air.
eddie told me i looked super pale .__.
so the whole day was feeling sick+bad tummyache.
SWEARZ I ALMOST DIED IN SCHOOL.

tmr is gona be a boring day @ jss.
hope my class, keita&sarah would make things fun ~

Day 4 : Your Sibling
my stupid idiotic annoying brudder.
we quarrel alot & it seems that it never ever stops.
i know you're deep down nice in the heart.
but im really upset to see you change,
being so rude now, so annoying, so pathetic.
i miss the times when you beg me to play w you.
those were the times when you were innocent & cute.
we would blast music, lock the room, start singing & jumping about.
we'd have 'tea parties' eat,eat,eat,drink,drink,drink in the balcony.

now all of these stops.
we both lock our eyes onto the computer screens.
we hardly talk, you always seem to annoy me.
you'd do anything to make me angry.
i dun know if you're trying to seek my attention or what.
but you know i really hope and wish,
you'd learn some manners & giving heck care attitudes,
and stop annoying me.
you should know when im feeling moody cuz i'd be giving you black face.

i still enjoy bringing you out to kovan,
talking to you about band ( even though i get annoyed by you at times )
and yup, talking about what kinda girls you like,
what kinda guys i like, who you like, who i like.
obviously i never ever told you who i like or if i even have a stead,
cause u'd obviously tell mum.
but it's just so fun listening to you rant about,
THERE AIN'T ANY CUTE GIRS IN MY CLASS.
& i'd be like KICHII. WHY MY LEVEL NO HOT GUYZ.

& also sucking lemon together.
yeah we have weird liking for sour things.
we literally suck lemon :)

i think that you're actually quite a nice brudder,
if you dun piss me off most of the time.
well be good, study hard, appreciate what you have.
you have a chance to excel in your baseball, ur in a good band.
you've got way high chances that sec school onwards is gona be good.
don't waste it.

2010-09-16T22:47:00.002+08:00

school's horrible.
i hate me, i hate my brain.

proper post soon. i promise.

Day 3 : Your Parents
firstly for mum,
i think family got really better after that day,
i cried and screamed you grabbed my arms and scream too.
i begged you to throw me out of the family.
that night, i ran out and that time,
yining was the only person who picked up my call.
i cried & cried & cried till i felt all better.
returning home i saw you crying too and that's when i really broke down.
you apologised the next day & we both cried again.
after that, i think things at home really got better.

secondly for dad,
i know you never know how to express yourself in words.
but in every small actions you do, i know that you do care.
this year, i had a cold war with you.
we didn't talk to each other for two years.
this year on your birthday,
i placed a letter beside your bed when ur were asleep.
when i recieved a 'thankyou' sms from you when i was in school,
i was really happy yeah. i almost cried.
you always buy home some small happiness.
cakes, donuts, snacks, just for some enjoyment.

mum&dad, thanks for understanding me.
compared to alot of parents you guys are really great.
you guys trust me, when im in a foul mood,
you never ask anything about what happened and just leave me alone.
i get really fked up by this family when you guys,
start ranting at me when ur super stressed from work.
and that leaves me crying quietly in the bed again.
humans aren't perfect afterall.
we all make mistakes.

i cursed you guys, i sweared at you guys,
i have no idea sometimes how you can forgive me.
today mum you showed me _____.
when i saw it i cried again.
i can't believe you actually telling me not to worry about money.
you even said this amount of money would be mine after you die.
i can't ever imagine.

2010-09-13T16:01:00.006+08:00

SCHOOL ):

finally a proper post :)
OK SCHOOL STARTED.
* INSERTS MILLIONS OF SAD FACES *

ok wahtever. shall blog about yesterday first :)
so went marina barrage w lianmin&jinjun!
super funnn please.
even though we were lost for 2 hours on our way there,
and lost for 1 hour on our way back.
but it was really super fun.
and as you can see,
im too lazy to type so im gona cut short,
and let pictures do the talking ~

i never wanted to leave the placeee ):

oh and personal advice,
DON'T EVER ASK ICECREAM MAN/WOMAN FOR DIRECTIONS.
AND DUN EVER ASK CHINA WORKERS FOR DIRECTIONS,
EVEN THOUGH THEY MIGHT LOOK DECENT.
never judge a book by it's over :)

okay, today,
first day of school.
got pretty angry in the morning cause our class key missing.
and yeah i wanted to slap edwin in the face -.-
spot check and crap,
i good girl eh. pass spotcheck (Y)
zhengmin & choy got new piercingggg :)
nose and below the lips. i like the nose one better.

anyways,
class was pretty boring at usual.
mrs koh kept staring at me whenever i talk -.-
and mrs koh was being super childish w lollipops.
well i think school was pretty slack.
and i likeeeee it.
during class kept drawing and drawing.
i think it's super cute.
especially the ghosts and bingbing family :>
ANDAND, THANKS KERYN FOR FRIENDSHIP BAND ~
now jieli,keryn&i got something pairing.
TEEHEE I KNOW YOU PEOPLE JEALOUS.

after school,
sean treated me magnum golddd. hoho (Y)
shared it with keryn ( she only took one bite LOL )

den went j8 w william,keryn&sean for lunch :)
went macs, chat chat gossip a little and went home.
my journey home was horrible due to some people.

kay, i love food. bye ~

2010-09-10T11:08:00.004+08:00

i promise you guys a proper post after hols :)

BAND IS GOING HONGKONGGGGG :B
for winterbandfestival 2010 !
disney disney disney resort !
i should be goinggg :)
omgosh, i can't wait for it.
the briefing on it made all of us super excited.
teeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
im gona work super hard for the pieces,
& ofc, kaze no mai ! :D
next year is gona be crazy. syf yearrr !

i don't know what's a crush anymore.

Day 2 : Your Crush
bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye.
bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye.
bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye.

& when i thought things are getting better,
it indeed is but in the wrong manner.
fuck.

2010-09-06T17:36:00.002+08:00

short post :)
had band today, yining came to my house after that.
had a super crazeh fun time
band hongkong trip is comfirmed!
not really sure if im 100% going or not though.
i love kaze no mae (L)
i will work hard for syf.

i'v got many closefriends but for this,
i'll write for yining foo eileen :)

Day 1 : Your Bestfriend
hey pie,
it's going to be two years knowing you.
i think we went through alot & we have alot in common.
still remembered the first time i met you,
you kept skipping band & i didn't know you well.
but i don't know how, we started being really close.
you gave me loads of memories & i know i'd remember you forever.
you were there to cry with me when i was sad,
you always shared joy&happiness with me.
i'll never forget the times i spent with you.
especially during band chalet.
you're a friend that is so hard to find.
im seriously fortunate to be able to have a friend like you.

2010-09-05T12:06:00.005+08:00

homecoming (L)

hello :D
i can't control this feeling of...
HAPPINESS (!!!)
i hope it lasts forever

yesterday was coool.
ok it sucked but well,
small little things just made my day.
& even till now when im supposed to be super upset.
but instead, im like so hell happy :O
teheeeeeeee.

japanese school sucks when ur teacher is that bitch.
in my whole 7 years of life in this school,
i loved jss to the max please.
and this year, the 8th year,
i've developed a hatred towards it.
thanks b!tch .

im gona suffer for this few weeks.
four hell hours of jss.
well thank goodness sportsday rehearsal takes up most of it.
this year white group. :/
same group as sarah somemoree.
suayness. joking joking.

oh yeah, jss had some renovation,
and our class is super nice now.
shall take a picture of it one day & post.
next week gona go fourth level to explore,
cause keita told me there's lots of interesting things there :D
say what got guitar drums whatever sehh! :)

and to my formteacher, a little love note for you.
our class dislikes you :)
you dare offend any of us, we will all offend you.
you even wan shoot people from other class that u dun know?
we DISLIKE you !

ICAN'TWAITFORNEXTJSSLESSON.

2010-09-03T19:21:00.005+08:00

when you just don't (:

aloha! :) im a happy girl.
oh and so fast, term 3 is overr.
term 4 would be a study term.
streaming streaming streaming.

yesterday,
indeed a hillarious day.
i managed to save 6bucks ! teehee.
did i mention im gona start saving?
anyways, keryn was super cute during science :)
HAHA. shall not post it here if not she paiseh.
geography was so cool alright.
i chiongedddddddd the whole presentation thing.

after school was better.
went macs before tennis.
i keep eating people's fries (Y)
& thank you brendan small boi boi for icecream. :D

was kinda lonely on my way to tennis as,
MIYUKI WENT FOR AWESOMEFUNOBS CAMP )':
well, on the train saw this super touching scene.
there's two guys, A & B.
A - naturally born disabled.
B - disabled due to a accident or something ( i think )
so when B was about to get off the train,
A hugged him and said ' be strong, things will go alright '
i got super touch upon seeing it.
and after B got off, i saw tears in A's eyes.
he must know how miserable it is to be in this kinda state. ):
so people, we guys are seriously lucky i swear.

tennis was kinda good.
just that my skin tore due to tight grip :/
I LOVE TENNIS. TEEHEE.
my concentration all goes to tennis when im playing it. :)
just kinda nervous to get promoted to the next class.

after tennis, mum picked me up,
she gave me macarons (L)
i love the greentea flavour the most. :)

upon going home, some stuff happened due to my stupid brudder.
and till now, im seriously pissed off by him.
he's making our family fall apart.
well, dad bought T.C donuts <: happyme.

today,
IS A GREAT DAY.
no pe today cause teacher never come.
and the relief teacher got pissed at me for,
' anyhow doing my work '
well who cares.
she had no choice but to accept my work in the end. :)

science, GOT BACK TEST PAPER.
I WANT MY MARKS FOR MY SEABREEZE QUESTION )':
grrrr. well at least i passed my paper.
well blabla skip till after school.
IT WAS SO FUN TRICKING MRS KOH.
' NO LEAVING ANY BOOKS UNDER THE TABLE '
* spies outside classroom *
walks away ..
' EVERYONE THROW UR BOOKS INTO THE CABINETS BEHIND '
* everyone chiongs and throws their books inside *
mrs koh, you just got pwned :)

went canteen w keryn&jieli.
after that went out of school bubbletea shop.
waited for yining there.
thanks edwin for treating me BUBBLETEAAA. :D
den saw chengfei,jonathan,elisa,swankeng,yikai :)

took a bus to yining's house.
den yining went to take her thumbdrive & laptop.
den we took a bus to my house ! :D
had a super crazy time k.
halfway doing her homeecons project,
i halfway do my jap homework.
den end up surfing the net.
den she was like supposed to go back beatty hand up her work.
in the end say lazy den didn't :/

five plus went kovan ~
bought kfc yeahyeahyeah (Y)
went home, did a little bit more of jap homework.
( more like copying the answer sheet )
and now im on da computer :D
i've still got like a mountain of jap homework.

this is like soooo sweet.
i swear angmor couples are so cute.

i friend those who are worthed to be friends.
if i dislike you, i'd choose to ignore you :)
if i like you & we aren't on good terms,
i might just start quarreling w you,
cause i care about our friendship.

oh don't mistaken, when i really hate you,
i'd start going really pissed at you.
and i'd make your life hell :D

oh and to this jerk in my class,
STOP STARING BEFORE I PIERCE THOSE EYES.

2010-09-01T20:30:00.007+08:00

life's though, so it'll be interesting

HELLLLLLLOOOOOZ :D
as you can see, im a super happy girl.
this few days have been going really great.
recapppp !

monday,
after school was super fun.
we spent our time at mac, doing jieli's birthday board.
( teehee, now jieli knows what we were doing )
well anyways, thanks everyone for helping out !
and ofc, thanks william for buying doublesided tape (Y)
i had a fun time screaming & shouting.
oh, and halfway through the making process,
i spotted this manjusri guy.

so i was like, williamwilliam! go ask if he from manjusri!
den so he did and the guy was like yeahh..
and i told william to ask him sec what.
den he said two. and i was like OMFGGGG.
and i was like,
DO YOU KNOW .. BLABLA ( listed more than twenty names )
and the guy said yes to most of the people !
so before he went i was like, tell them you saw yume. hehe.
OH AND THANKS WILLIAM FOR TREATING ME ICECREAM!

i regretted not buying macspicy meal.
shouldn't have listen to sean & buy quarterpounder.
i was in a i-want-spicy-food mood. )':
well, at least it was tastyyy. teeheeeee.

tuesday,
HAPPYFOURTEENTHBIRTHDAY JIELI LEONG.
I LOVE YOU TO THE MAXIMUMZ MAX. TEEHEE (L)
i hope you like the boardddd. ur present left it in school ):
TOTALLY TOTALLY TOTALLY REGRET GOING SCHOOL.
was planning to skip it but ..
wanted watch teacher'sday performance so went to school.
who knew the performance sucked like crap.
& ofc, cause it was jieli's birthday!
and the aces day thing was worst.
walking about like retards around the school hall.
den i take shortcut mrs koh GRABBED ME BY MY ARM.
and i was like WTH. STOP HOLDING ONTO ME.
but well, at least it was quite entertaining,
thanks to minji,heejin,jieli.

performance was seriously boring.
i almost fell asleep.
i swear this school is so crappy.
well so after school, quickly rushed out of school.
waited for chelsea & ruxin to come out :)
den we took bus 155 > 66(?) back to mbs !

SUPERRRRR DUPERRRRRR HAPPY TO GO BACK PLEASE.
the moment i stepped into mbs,
i was like OMGGGGGG. MY BELOVED SCHOOOL.
& the first two people i saw was,
DARRENCHOY&JARRAN. hohoho.
chatted with darren for awhile and den went to canteen.
WAHAHAHAA. greeted by bryanwongg :DDD
den saw, weiru, norman, etc.etc.etc. :)
super duper happpy lahh. teehee.
went about the school for teacher hunting !
couldn't find missliew/lilaoshi at first )':

so went canteen again, find nicole! :D
den i saw jodi alsoooo. teehee.
den liankiat & guanqin came ! :)
den went about for teacher hunt w bryan,weiru they'all again.
den suddenly nicole called saying she found missliew.
WAA QUICKLY CHIONG TO 3RD FLOOOR.
DEN I SAW MISSSSLIEWWWWW. OMGGG I MISS HER.
she was like teaching and when she saw me,
she shouted ' MEHHHHMEHHHHHHHHHHHH '
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i miss her calling me that.
if sarah was there im sure she'd be like ' RAHHHRAHHHH '
i gave her the stickys i bought from 2n1 :)
im glad she likes it! i'll never forget that she likes food.
best teacher on earth . BEST BEST BEST .

den we found li lao shi !
chatted w her also :)
bryan so happy to see herr. hehheh.
den bryan was like LAOSHI, WO HAI QIAN NI TINGXIE.
den li lao shi was like HORRR! XIAN ZAI TINGXIE BA.
HAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHA.
den after that my brother run out of the classroom.
' YUMEEEEEEE. WHAT YOU DOING HEREEE. '
' EHHHH? KICHIII? OMGGGG COOOL. '
den weiru they'all were like,
you seem like you didn't see ur brother for such a long time :/
BEST CHINESE TEACHER EVER (Y)
still remember we used to dislike her during pri school.
but we now all know, she was such a amazing teacher.

after that bryan had to go cause he had something to do.
so he chiongggggggg home.
so went canteen to find liankiat, guanqin they'all.
den saw YAPQIIIIIIII .
first didn't notice her den she tapped me. :D
grow pretty alreadyyy ahhh. teehee.
den talked to her awhileee :)
den got kinda tired so sat at canteen awhile.
and lian pretended to be me and used my phone to sms glad.
super funny. ' i having tea with the principal '
slacked there for quite a long time.
den WENQI CAMEEE. i miss this girl so much. (:

after that, i saw people like joel :D
superrrrrr happy lahh. but was kinda tired :/
den saw yanyi also :)
after that pei nicole&wenqi to go teacher hunting at school hall.
omg. their teacher's day performance was like 10000000x better.
kept laughing and laughing.
all the small boys and small girls so cute.
we used to be like that !
den mrs lim was like talking about us,
den all of us ex-pupils were like HIIIIIIII. LOL.
den the small kids all HIIIIIII back (L)

so after that, went to tampines w,
wenqi,nicole,liankiat,guanqin,weiru,norman,& forgot the girl name.
was like superrr chiong.
and met liankiat's friend there. forgot his name too.
after that went to watch this movie,
' The Liar's Game ' SUPER NICE I SWEAR .
LOVE IT TO THE MAX . I DON'T MIND WATCHING IT AGAIN .

heehee. me&wenqi&nicole guess the person was wrongg.
WAAAA LOVE THE MOVIE TTM. liankiat recommend correctly (:
after that they'all went home,
left me,guanqin,liankiat,hisfriend,and some random guanqin's coach.
AND HIS COACH LOOKS FIERCE I SWEAR. ):
went home by taking circle line w lian after that :)
I WANA HAVE A MBS PEEPS OUTING AGAINNN (L)(L)(L)

today,
WAS SUPER DUPR AWESOME AS WELL :D
went out to celebrate jieli's birthday @ bugis!
sorry baby if it wasn't so fun for you ):
anyways, sean reached damn early .__.
den i reached next.
so went to queue up at 'let's sweets' first. :)
den jieli came & followed by brendan&jinliang.
THE FOOD THERE IS NICE K
i think it's quite worth it .
we were like damn kiasu & jieli was like uber hyper.
keep making me laugh laugh laugh,
and i was in no time, super duper super full :/
jieli hearing got problem ):
i say 'cheat' she hear till 'shit'
tsktsktsk.

i wan go eat again. and be super super kiasu. (Y)
JAPANESE CHEFS FTW. :D
hehehehehehehehee. and who knew the GST caused so much ):

den went iluma, played aracde for like an hour or more ~
super duper crazyyy. the hopping game.
i hop till feel like puking all the food i ate.
but had a fun time playing.

sean so cute lahh!
he was playing halfway den got phonecall.
den he pick up the call and still play.
ILLEGAL AH. CANNOT DO THIS IN REAL LIFE AH.

we had nothing else better to do after that,
den went to watch 'grown ups'

I LIKEEE KAY.
ESPECIALLY THE BOY THAT KEEPS GOING,
'MOMMY, I WANT MILK'
and that cute little pure hearted girl :)
THE ELECTRICITY IS KILLING THE MOTHS.
DADDY STOP IT. aww.

after the movie,
had a super epic camwhore session.
more like, take-unglam-pictures-of-others-session.
the picture i like best is brendan act emooo (L)

my white one nicer. HAHA jking.

TOMORROW GOT SCHOOL. OMFG NOOO.
DAMNDAMNDAMN. and im going tennis alone tmr )':
IM GONA OVERCOME EVERYTHING.

2010-08-29T20:15:00.004+08:00

CONBRIO

hello everyone !
yesterday has been awesome to the max.
i had so so so much fun.
our hard work & effort, has finally paid off :)

thanks people for coming,
thanks teachers for planning,
thanks leaders for doing alot of jobs,
and thanks bandsmatessss & mr lum :D
i love percussion section.
i love beatty military band.

this concert would be one i'd never forget.
all those scoldings we got, everything was worth it.
i love the music we played.
we're gona strive for SYF !
GOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLDGOLD !

i really want to thank percussion section for everything :)
i love this section sooooooooooo much. teehee.
& ofc, miss leong thankyou for everything !
the percussion group hug with you was the best ! (:

i really had a awesome day yesterday.
puffyfish & goldfish :)

thanks jieli,keryn,sean,heexian,glendon for going :D
and ofc liankiat, ian & guanqin.
sorry for making you guys stay till 12 am :/
and making ian miss the last bus (LOL)

the good luck candy lianmin gave us!

2010-08-25T22:05:00.002+08:00

i lost

today has been crazy from morning.
had science practical ):
i screwed it i guess.
and sean got burned by the hot water.
his finger there got one BIGBIG waterbubble.
and he burst it :/
it must have hurt alottt. arghh.

well, i think home econs was quite great.
cause our dish looked better than our last attempt,
the only problem was the aluminium foil sticking >(
i love the lasagna we made.
super yummmmmmmy (L)
teehee .

recess, me and keryn gulped down lemon tea ( bottled one )
in less than 1 min. i think we're super coool. heh.
lessons after that were boring but slacking.
i don't remember studying at all. * opps *
i've been singing two same lines for 2 periods.
listening to show&tell was fun.
tmr my turn. hmm. people will love my speech about bell.
HAHA. bell bell bell bell bell . i love you, bell.

after school, went canteen.
saw the 2E1 guy clique there.
talked to em & pester them buy band tickets :)
in the end jinglun bought. thankyou mercury eyes.
den had a fun time seeing them deesiao some sec1 girl.
but the sec1 girl damn fierce. i damn scared (LOL)
stalker somemore sehh.

today band didn't get my tickets ):
sorry those people i haven't pass to you yet.
i promise i'll get em by tmr afternoon.
pinky promise. :)
i think i helped sir nicholas do alot of favours today.
i did lots of good deeds. something good should happen in return.

getting really nervous for saturday's concert.
i hope more tickets would be sold by friday .
alot alot alot more.
shall start asking everyone in my neighbourhood.
please everyone support our band !

would be really busy this few days.
don't even know if i have time to blog the next few days.
but i promise, i'd blog about mbs & jieli's birthday :D
can't wait for concert, visiting mbs, celebrating jieli's birthday,
and also, end of years, and HOLIDAYZZZZ.

where did i go wrong, i lost a friend.
somewhere along in the bitterness,
and i would have stayed up with you all night.
had i known how to save a life.

2010-08-24T20:53:00.004+08:00

i laugh till i cry

today was a damn good day.
i spend almost my whole day laughing like mad.
three main reasons that made me laugh

- mrs koh threating to send me to detention
- eddies convo w the indian teacher
- after school in the SL room

we had a damn fire drill.
it sucked to the max alright.
and we were made to SQUAT. LOL.
and we keep standing up after awhile,
cause obviously leg pain.
den mrs koh damn pathetic.
she was like,
'YUME. YOU STAND ONE MORE TIME, UR GONA SERVE DC'
den i smile and said ok :)
den i stand again, she speechless. LOL.
she has no rights to send a student to dc,
jus cause she/he never squat for a long period.

den the indian teacher walk pass.
den eddie was like TEACHER THEY NEVER SQUAT.
* points to the teachers *
teacher : HUHHUH WHO.
eddie : there! the teachers la!
teacher : they are different
eddie : we all human eh
and the funniest part was the teacher's accent,
and the way he squint his eyes when eddie pointed into the direction.

live lesson was stupid.
don't know why the topic 'resilience'
became to some horror short clips on youtube.
jieli&i screamed like mad when ghost pop out.
especially the last part of both clips.
den for the rest of the lesson we were talking about ghost ):
it's still the sevenmonth still talk this kinda thing. * shivers *

after school was the best part.
we were slacking in the SL room.
too many things happened.
and i was laughing like mad till i cried.
thanks keryn,yining,yihui,shangyou,lucas,sean,
for making such a ordinary day extreme :)

2010-08-23T19:45:00.004+08:00

a stress free day

hello everyonez :)
im like super crazy.
dying to go 'it's sweets'
a desert buffet @ bugis junction.
im cravingg for sweet stuffff.
might be going there soon * smiles *

today was great cause it's monday!
nothing on after school.
just the sad fact was that we had to do,
practice for our homeecons practical.
anyways, lessons were super duper slack ;)
i was laughing like mad during geography,
at the story mrs koh told us.
i was laughing till i cried.
den heexian was like 'YUME FUNNY MEH'
den i look at him den i was still laughing.
den he stared at me for awhile den he burst out laughing like mad.

well blabla skip till after school.
went tpy central w kerern&merryl :D
bought our damn ingrediants there.
after that headed to chris's house to make :)
well, it was quite successful i guess.
it looks damn crap but it tastes damn good.
LASAGNA (Y)

oh and the thing on top is mashpotato. taste good ayee.
well so, cross our fingers that practical on wed goes well :)
it started pouring like crazy after that. hmm.

i like it when you let me stay in your house all day.
let me sleep in the bed when im not in the mood.
find all the damn comedy/sad movie&drama to let me watch.
scream with you & ur sister like mad people.
you're such a great friend :)
i just hope i would have a stead so nice.

2010-08-22T10:14:00.004+08:00

i hate you, that's it.

went for summerfestival yesterday :D
thanks hannah,yuka,nozomi for coming.
well, to those screwed up act cute singaporeans,
YOU DESTROYED THE FESTIVAL.

this year, the festival isn't as fun as before.
( obviously cause every year more singaporeans join )
especially the damn ahlians. omg -.-
all the things fastfast sold out because of you guys.
omg. we didn't even get to eat ringo ame AT ALL.
i swear im so hell pissed by those people.

so anyways,
wore yukata there. it was hell sufferment.
regrets. full of regrets.
yuka's mum sended me to changi school :)
den we met nozomi and we walked there & here.
den met some of nozomi's friend.
got totally digsuted by one of them the stead.
bloody noisy i tell you. somemore act cute much.
so i was like NOZOMI WTF IS A BITCH DOING HERE.
& why ur friend so blind.
he was like, there's a difference between blind & despo.
i swear this year's festival was just filled with,
bitches like her.
this festival used to be so fun and pure.
now all japanese run thanks to the singaporeans,
and you can actually see a whole bunch of paikias,
coming here and act cute and smoke -.-

well whatever.
i swear this festival is getting stupid.
i don't even feel like going next year.
ahh . whatever i don't give a damn anymore.
& HELL.
YOU GUYS ALL BOUGHT MY CUTE LITTLE STITCH,
AND IT WAS SOLD OUT -'-
IT WAS SOO CUTE. I WANTED ITTT. OMFGGG.

well after the whole thing,
my mum sended yuka back home.
but on the way, we went to macs to eat (:
& all no life. keep staring at us.
den this guy kept staring den yuka was damn uncomfortable.
so i faced my chair towards his direction,
and whenever he stared at stared back.
and my brother did the same.
den the guy quickly look away.
den he still keep doing it -.-
felt like smacking his face.
told my brother go up to him ask his what's his problem.
LOL. but my brother shy shy.

i shouldn't have believe you that time.
cause what im hearing now is like,
you were lying to me all along.
you throw one when you have another one.
dog much ?
i wished i never known you. -.-
pathetic

2010-08-17T19:28:00.002+08:00

can't help it

short post for today.
cause im like so hungry,
im about to faint any moment.
i need my d.i.n.n.e.r.
ohh here it came :)
so im posting halfway & eating.
parents not being home is great.

so had bandroom cleanup today.
wasn't really anything to do for percussion )':

anyways,
please people.
buy concert tickets for our band (!!!)

Beatty Military Band Concert. (CON BRIO - The Sound of Music)
Time - August 28 · 7:30pm - 9:30pm
Location - Nanyang Poly Auditorium. (Nearest MRT - Yio Chu Kang)
Yio Chu Kang, Singapore
Tickets are at $10 each.
You can get your tickets from any of our members. :)
FREE SEATING.

please support yeah :)
and thanks to those who already bought (L)
hope to see you there !

2010-08-16T21:01:00.005+08:00

there will be someone there

hi people :)
im in a good mood naww.
thanks natasha so muchh.
sorry for giving some people attitude ):

well im a happy girl123 now.
it's not like i forgotten everything,
but i feel much much much way way way better.
thanks seriously.

so today i discovered what makes me sleepy.
DAYDREAMING MAKES ME SLEEPY.
when i think of something, my mind will drift,
drift drift drift till want to sleep.
and i slept during geo without getting caught (:
so from now on, i shall stop thinking.
den i wouldn't be so sleepy.
but it's hard not to think about stuff,
cause it means im supposed to concentrate on STUDIES.

thanks jieli&keryn to listening everything i've got to say today.
thanks so so so fkin much.
& HAHA TODAY WAS AWESUM.
two teachers never come. super awesome lahh.
2 hours of free period .

so after school,
i chionged home.
quickly bath.
who knew natasha forgot she got 'o'level orall. omg. LOL.
so i slacked home till like five ? (:
it's been so long since i went home so early after school to slack.
it felt great.
though my brother pissed me off,
i managed to eat a packet of chips & tomyum & ICECREAMM.
im like eating icecream everyday naw. it's like my life.

was supposed to cut fringe but no time already ):
so in the end just meet natasha at kovan and slacked.
told her everything on my heart.
i felt so gooood. i miss her so much.

so i bought my caramel frappe :D

i know my wallet also damn chio (L)

anyways, chatted even more over there.
den we went back to kovan, get some sushi.
and sha got her bean paste bao & soyabean.

den walked around the neighbourhood,
remembering every single good thing we did last time,
at different spots. brought back so much memories.
i miss everything so much.
well, i just totally had fun with her.
just talking to her can make me so high.
it brought back the me of my childhood.

thanks girl. you're the best.
i hope things would turn out better for you.

bestfriends forever :D

so thanks to her, im a happier girl.
she helps me all the time.
she saves me.
i know i've got to solve more problems from now on,
but with her by my side,
im sure things will work out.
thanks girl. you're the best best bestfriend.

happydieme.

2010-08-14T23:29:00.001+08:00

practice like you're the worst,
perform like you're the best.

had a real good day w percussion section.
thanks serene,lianmin,jonathan,jinjun.
the four seniors who has been guiding me since i stepped into band.

367 (:

2010-08-13T21:06:00.002+08:00

friday the thirteen

today was kinda boring.

loosing interest in blogging,

cause using temporary phone = no pictures

well, class were yeah totally boring.

almost fell asleep.

i think the only good part of lessons were during pe,

when we were trying out incline pull-ups,

i lay down on the ground & i saw the sky stretched above me.

it was so pretty.

i wish i was in some clean flower field somewhere,

just stretching, lying down in the grass,

looking at the pretty sky above.

band, didn't reherse at all today.

had stock check which was quite fun.

section drills was retarded ( thanks jinjun )

after band, waited for keryn to end her chinese orchestra.

den i saw ADELINEEEEEEEE ! :)

it's been a long time since i saw her.

so i crept up to her tap tap her from behind

' do you remember me adelineeee?! '

' omgomg! of course yume! how's band? '

ahhh so happy. she remembers meee :)

den all the moments i spent in chinese orchestra last year flooded back.

i remember how much i dissapointed adeline when i said i was quiting co.

& still, she respected my decision in transferring to band.
haha she's such a great leader.
had some small chat session with her after that.

den went macs w yaosiang :)
he keep saying i look like a kid or infact, im immature.
im like way mature than him.
and my eyes are definately bigger than his :)
den met jinliang there.
ate a meal & went home.

it's when i stop taking the initiative to do anything,
it's the time when i don't give a damn anymore.

2010-08-11T21:57:00.003+08:00

that silence that kills

school starts again )':
well it wasn't that bad today i guess.
it went quite well.

lessons were really slacking.
& i passed my science test!
i thought i was gona fail.
* phew *

had home econs.
thank goodness our group wasn't scolded :/
the groups that didn't hand up their work, got detention.
which also means, half of the class the guys all got it.
well, since it was a extra practical,
we made something easy& simple.
chococrunchballlz :)
simple yet yummmy.
i got three of them so shared w keryn&jieli :D

maths,
mdm see didn't come.
& mr chan came into our class. was super happy.
i bet he's the teacher everyone likes in our school.
cause he in class = teacher never come = play time
so was trying out our powerpoint.
my 'burst my bubble' font was gonee. omfg.
but still, lucky the powerpoint look ok :)
afterall it's the best powerpoint i ever made in my life.
last minute, chionged the work mr chan gave us.

literature,
presented ou project. finally it's over. hoooray.
i love our group's powerpoint.
teehee :) shy

english,
ms james was in a bad mood again.
well who cares, i was chatting all the way w keryn.
and i passed my compo on flood ! heh
at the last min, i started panicking.
it's the 7 month ): i need someone to go home with.
so started smsing almost everyone on my contacts.
and most of them were all rushing home /
couldn't stay back to wait for me till 6 +
so sad die meee .

went canteen after school,
slacked there w keryn,yuzane,yining,jinliang,brendan.
yining had a laughing disease again.
and i think jinliang is all the cause.
' i don't know why but whenever i see my son, i will laugh '
that's what yining always says
den yuzane & yining went for oral :(

so went up the bandroom alone.
but keryn sent me till the stairs there. (L)
band was alright.
my first time playing timpani for a piece of song.
skipskipskip till after band.

keryn waited for my band to end.
den met jinliang&brendan @ 7-11.
went bishan j8 after that.
went to buy some stuff at popular & went home.

my pink bag so chio, so attention-seeking :)

2010-08-10T17:25:00.003+08:00

look me in the eyeball

TODAY IS BORING.
thanks project & homeworks.
you made me not able to go out ):
but well, i didn't even do my hw yet.

well so i spent today,
doing lit project, watching anime,
practically slacking.
im dying to read this manga called ' blue ' :)
well half way, i got seriously bored.
so i went out to buy gummies & coke :D

so came home i was happy happy.
den chatted w xavier saying about how fierce i can be (:
den he nudged me and i started screaming
it was super retarded :D

anyways,
today is CHUAXINRUI'S BIRTHDAYYYYYY .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINHO'S WIFE :)

my first internet buddy that i met in real life :)
(L)(L)(L)(L)
hope to meet up soon, den i can give you smt!
&& im waiting for your love letterrr

2010-08-09T22:33:00.002+08:00

that special gift, voice

when you can choose to be happy or not,
why not just choose to be happy?
it can be hard to be happy at times.
but why make someone know ur sad.
especially the person who is the CAUSE of it.
they might actually feel happy.
so yeah, im fucking happy. see this ? :)

had this totally awesome singing session today.
morning woke up late.
quickly chionged like mad to amk.
amazingly, i was only late by 2 or 3 mins.
zai me. i managed to reach amk in less than 30mins.
well went minitoons to find glen&heejin!
after that sean came and we headed to kbox :)

the place was quite good i guess.
just that the room was a little small,
and the song selection was difficult to figure out :/
but soon we really had a fun fun time.

minji came too,
and in total we sang english,jap,korean songs HAHA.
and we went totally high ok,
especially for the last korean song.
we were jumping about screaming about,
and singing our hearts out.
i had such a fun awesome timeee :)
i want another karaoke session w this group of people (!!!)
after a few hours of karaoke,
our throat were dead.
no voice alreadyyy ! HAHAHAHA .

so by the time i met jinliang & brendan,
i was using sign language to talk to them.
and they were like ' you don't even know sign language '
and so i was like ' yes i do ' -'-!
LOL
and den sean went,
left me minji heejin glendan jinliang brendan
i bought yogurtttt . happy die mee .
den went pepperlunch, den no student lunch >(
so got out of the place.

in the end, minji,heejin&glendon went seperate places.
me,jinliang&brendan seriously nothing to do ):
so we jalanjalan amk hub awhile,
den went home.
was damn happy when i reached home.
MUM BOUGHT ME KEYBOARDDD ( PIANO ) :DD
one of my wishes is fullfilled

den slacked till 7 plus at home.
den 8 30 jinliang & brendan came my house there again :D
i seriously love my house park.
the wind is just amazing.
today was a little sad cause yuzane didn't come ):
still had a good time though.
i love these moments.
share this kinda moments w people who are worthed to be shared with.
someone who treasure it.

got this from yuzhen's blog ( original by rebecca )
" You decide what you wants in in our friendship , then once you've made up your mind and if you're truth to this friendship , don't tell me , don't apologise . Show me . But you should know very well that i'm not that kind that puts friendship to an end . We can just drift apart . If clearly speaks about you , then you wouldn't ask who is it . If you're pissed , it's not my problem . If your angry , so be it . If you're happy , that's great . If you're moody , LOL what you want me to do ? If your gonna start spreading about me , think twice . If your guilty , i may consider and maybe i'll take the initiative . If you're truly sad about this friendship being ruined , I'll take you by hand and help you to understand better and put the unhappiness behind us (: "

that's really what i wana say. thanks rebecca (:

and for you,
i know you're sad ):
i've never seen you so emotional before.
even if you say you gave up & stuff about their problem,
i know it's not like that.
i'd always be there alright?
tell me everything. i'd be glad to help you :)

im talking to kevin & christian naw!
it's been quite a long time since we ever chat.
i shall be happy. look at my smile :DDDDDDDDDDDDD .

2010-08-08T23:38:00.005+08:00

it's getting awesome. im happy.

it's always like this :)
once a break starts, my life gets really good.
i wonder why.
i hope holidays last forever,
cause that's the time when life is good :)

had tennis today. a very productive lesson i guess.
since many of them went back to japan cause it's their hols,
only got four people in our class today
less people = more training per person (Y)

after tennis, went clarkquay w mum :)
finally got my nicola, & ate crepe before going home.
happy happy me. and i kept telling her how much i love rirakkuma.
also, complaining abt the people who stole all my precious markers )':
fuck em all .
so anyways, i was really high when i kept seeing those rirakkuma products,
and FOOD. yes, FOOD.

went home, quickly bathed.
and slacked at home for like ten mins (?)
den went down to my house park there,
to meet yuzhen baby, jinliang&brendan dangooooo :D
was really tired by den cause of all the tennis i had before that.
the sky was quite bright that time but soon it was really really dark
i bet none of us actually took notice of that fact
so my cute little yuzhen baby was camwhoring.
and we realised how lousy jinliang's phone camera is.
and we kept laughing at how wrong it looked when he help yuzane take photo.
den even though knowing how dirty the stage is,
we all lay down and watch the night skyyy :)
that was such a nice view ok i swear.
i just wish this kinda moments last forever

den suddenly don't know who pointed out about ghost month -.-
den we all look around our surrounding damn creepy.
den yuzhen started talking about some ghost story, scaring me & brendan ):
den took one photo, don't know why the whole thing come out white.
den we got freaked out and kept screaming & screaming.
yuzhen stare the photo den suddenly got ' 1 NEW MESSAGE '
and she got shocked by it and she scream, den all of us scream.
den we started laughing out loud . :/
jinliang's specs! my hair so messy ):
after that on our way to heartland mall,
we keep screaming & screaming cause of the spookiness.
and we were fast walking LOL
brendan & i kept running here and there.
i feel so kiddy. HAHA.
but i swear it's spooky ok ):
den went kovan macs first,
jinliang went to buy his mocca.
in the end we all went to take his mocca :) thanks .
walk here walk there walk also walk till anyhow.

den went to the first contact lense shop.
bloody hell ok.
i tell the woman i want contacts she say going close le.
so i say, so i wan contacts, selling it or not.
den they say what must check what shit first.
so i say forget it bai.
den went to the next contact lense shop, spectacle hut,
goood ayee the womann :)
she sell to me the contacts immediately.
somemore treat us damn nice ok.
let yuzane keep using the mirror there somemore.

after that went phone shop there,
saw this guy playing fruit ninja on the ISO4 :)
den i was like ' after you play, let me play can? '
den he smile and nod his head.
den i say ' you're a nice guy '
den he smile again.
den jinliang&brendan keep laughing.
used the camera to take brendan&yuzane.
so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

after that, they came to my house to meet bellbell :D
yuzane so happy so excited.

cuteness overflowing lahh !

this is one of the best sunday nights.
i wana lie down to watch the sky w you guys (:

they all copy my pm ):

i don't need your love to be happy.
life is really getting great.
you promised that we'd chat in jss once again :)
i can't wait to hear your voice once more,
and smile & laugh w you again

362 (:

2010-08-07T10:09:00.007+08:00

a new cycle is starting

yesterday has been quite great.
it was national day celebration in school !
so yeah, reach school at around 6.30?

den went bandroom,
did short warmups etc & brought instruments down.
didn't manage to play national anthem well ):

so went back bandroom,
kinda got lectured,
sat till whole leg got numb.
when we got up. i had to stand in the position for about 5 mins.
thanks stephanie for letting me grab onto you to get balance.
and sorry for accidentally slapping you when i almost lost balance.

went to hall after that,
it was kinda stupid.
sat w yining&grace and other band members at the back of the hall.
fun to the max okai ! we kept singing and laughing,
and the teachers didn't seemed bothered by our 'distruptive' behaviour.
den when the threw down the flakes thing,
we were all playing crazily w it.
especially yining. she collected em all and keep throwing at us ):
den my whole hair was glitterish. >:

den sang more, and yining used the 'singapore flag'
to sweep the flakes. and ms james came & scolded her. LOL.
& den she 'confiscated' the flag. yining was like,
i don't need it anyways.
den ms james like damn damn pissed. :/

after the whole celebration,
went to classroom.
finally saw keryn&jieliii .
den dismissed, waited for yining&brendan&bryan to come out w jinliang.
den when they did, yining went to take her wallet.
den so jinliang&i were using our phones.
den ms fauziah passed by & she saw.
and she was like 'AIYOOOO'
den i was like OMFG.
den she YOU BETTER KEEP IT NOW BEFORE I CONFISCATED.
lucky die us okai?
lucky it was national day celeb.
if not 100% kena confiscated zzz omg luck lahh my gosh.

so yining came,
went to botakjones there for lunch.
den all the shops close ):
so decided go coffee shop.
den ate my noodles. happy happy!
den kept saying zared looks like CJ7.
den jinliang,brendan,yining keep laugh laugh laugh.
after that bought candies,
went back to band w yining,grace&stephanie.
said byebye to the dangos ! :)

set up instrument etc,
did a little of sound of music
changed to blazer,
den got ready to leave the school
in the bus kept laughing w lianmin :D
and i kept munching chips ! ( ty yining ! )

reached the place, went to the auditorium.
went through twice ?
den sat in the auditorium, seeing other ppl perform.
den sir nicholas came,
and he had a hard time finding us,
cause the whole auditorium was soooo dark.
den he keep saying the mc not chio, not handsome.
& i like his trombone badge :)
somemore i help him put till damn nice lahh. LOL.

den kept laughing like mad w lianmin,
cause of things about jonathan,eileen,serene,nicholas.
keep laughing laughing laughing till we cry.
'their gay love was destroyed by a black wall'
HAHAHAHHAHA OMG LAHH .
couldn't stop laughing <':
and i think the guitar&singer was real nice.
and the RGS dance was kinda sick .
they wouldn't want to know what's on the stage floor.

went to vjc's canteen.
quite small ehh.
but got sell magnum gold !
so bought it w grace and ate tgt w clarinet section.
walked here and there to different people.
after that a little incident happened ):
well just glad that rebecca's ok now :)

fall in,
said jiayoujiayou & stuff.
soon got ready for the real performance.
went to this small place to get ready.

had another big round of laugh.
our SL jinjun is damnn sick i tell you.
pervet pervet ! LOL.
den lianmin,yining&i kept laughing like mad.
we kept telling yikai must tiong xim to ahem :)
after that performed.

was kinda horrible for percussion ):
especially me & lianmin. the bongo suddenly dk go where.
so performed without bongo & wind chimes omg lahh.
but well, hope it didn't make too much difference D:
den took bus back to school.

den dismissed from there :)
we're gona focus on the next concert we're having yeah.
BMB JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU !

ltr maybe meeting yuzane,brendan,jinliang :D

2010-08-05T19:13:00.002+08:00

those tiny keys

this few days have been tiring.
we've got 4 performances this month,
and we just finished one today.

im really having a big problem.
im sleeping in class most of the time these days.
i didn't do that much in the past,
but now it's like i can seriously fall into a deep sleep.
& when i wake up, im still tired,
and i try my best to keep my eyes open,
but den i doze off again.
& sometimes my head goes up&down.
im trying not to fall asleep but i do >:

so today was really nice.
cause we, band members, only attended classes till 10.
and the first two periods that i attended was like,
chinese&english ?

morning had a good short time talking to akshay (:
yeah, i can't trust that dog.
he made things worst >(
no way am i telling him anything from now on.
during chinese,
after doing zuo ye,
wen lao shi let us watch karate kid :)
how awesome is that ?
english,
ms james didn't come to school.
so a relief teacher came in & yeah it was kinda slack.

after that,
went to band room.
brought mallets,drumsticks,files to hall.
had rehearsal, blabla.
i was kinda freaked out cause i still couldn't get my 'heartbeat' part correct
& i really felt kinda retarded at the idea of playing the tambourine like that
had a little chatting session between mr lum & us.
i think what mr lum said was really meaningful :D
yes, we will do our best for all our concerts. (:
bmb jiayouuu!

so at 1230, all the students came rolling into the hall.
jieli&keryn smiled at me hoho :)
jinjun & i kept spotting for someone cause,
he was dying to see how that someone look like.
in the end he spotted & he went kinda emo. HAHA.
our whole percussion section kept smiling at each other. <:

den we performed,
was super nervous for my 'heartbeat' part.
mr lum smiled & nodded to me when i was playing that part.
when that movement ended & jonathan told me it was played well.
i was super super relieved :)
den jinjun say ' he just trying make u feel better. he lying ' D:
'nobody' was kinda ok i guess.
cause yeah, i had quite a fun time with that tambourine part.
well, mr lum&lianmin clapped with me so i don't feel dumb :)

after that, brought instrument back to band room.
den went to canteen to find jieli&keryn.
chatted with yuzane,bryan,yining.
den jieli&keryn ps me & went somewhere ):
so i went to the classroom to find 'em.
not there . damn .
so went to hive. saw sean they'all there.
said that they were in the library.
so went there, and the moment i walked in,
i saw two girls at the far end shelve laughing like mad.
so went to them, asked them what was so funny.
den they showed me the character called ' san mao '
three hair.
den jieli started singing the song and we all laughed :/

went for english enrichment,
drank milo dino ( thanks keryn&jieli ! )
seriously was slacking all the way.
i think our drama skit was kinda boring.
but well, it's just a little more to a grade A :D
den yuzane&bryan walked in to our classroom,
the teacher didn't even notice/care.
so yuzane was playing w keryn's phone camera,
bryan was blasting music,
and we were all doing our own stuffs,
and yet the teacher didn't seem to care.

den jinliang came too.
called bryan to pull him into our class,
and so he did. HAHA.
jinliang was like so paisehed cause he's the only one, with long pants.
well in the end he stayed anyways.
after that, ran to parade square.
band was having their parade rehearsal.
asked lianmin whether to go back band room to take my crash cymbals.
well, they were going through their last round so no need.

helped to move back instruments,stands&files into band room.
den went home.
almost died on the way back home. cause was hungry ):

oh yeah, i watched this japanese show & they said this,
nervousness makes a person grow.
i totally agree w it :D

2010-08-04T22:09:00.002+08:00

I want a boy who will move the hair away from my eyes, and then kiss me. Who will hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. A boy who will sing to me at random moments. Who lets me sleep on his chest. I want a guy who will tell his family and friends all about me. Bring me soup or orange juice when I’m sick. I want a boy who is more goofy than romantic, but knows the right things to say at the right times. I want a boy who will call me 3 times a day if he went away. A boy who will apologize for calling too much, and no matter how many times i tell him its okay, he’d still do it. A boy who will let me gossip to him and just smile and agree with everything i say. A boy who will throw stuffed animals at me when i acted dumb and then jump on me and kiss me a million times. Who will bet kisses on who could beat who on at game. Who makes fun of me just to make me laugh. A boy who will surprise me with 25 cent ring and we could have contest of how far we can spit our gum. who will take me to the park, put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. a boy who will kiss my neck, just to have a reason to tell me how much he loves my new perfume. i want a boy who, at night, who will dance in his pajamas with me. a boy who will take pictures in photo booths with me, someone who will never turn down a trip to the lake and who will play tag on the beach with me. a boy who could sit with me on the kitchen floor and eat sandwiches. who will kiss me in the pouring rain. i want a boy who would try to teach me how to play the guitar, even if we just end up laughing at each other. i want a boy who will run his fingers through my hair, share his lollipops with me, and get along with all of my friends. someone who would never be afraid to say i love you in front of his friends and someone who would argue with me about silly things just to make up. i want a boy who will take me to target to just make fun of some of the stuff there. someone who will kiss me at midnight on new years and who will make funny faces at me when i’m on the phone. i want a boy who will count stars with me and be friends with my family. i want a boy who will stay home with me on a friday night just to help me make dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket. someone who will squirt water guns at me in the house after i’ve got him soaked. i want a boy who looks me the eye and tell me something serious, that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh. a boy who could make me laugh like no one else can. i want a boy who will hold me closer than normal when i’m sick, and would play with my hair. but mostly i want a boy who is my best friend and will always be there for me.

i wonder who came up with this.
they'd be such a cute couple.

school is tiring. life is killing.

2010-08-03T19:28:00.002+08:00

start thinking with your heart

today had been quite a normal day
morning started with a great thing.
a angmor smiled at me :)
i screamed @ my mum.
i was like SHE SMILED AT ME.

so went to class,
jieli was already there.
thanks for helping me with my unfinished zuo wen!
asembly blabla.
while walking back to class,
i slapped jinliang. hoho.

had music for first period,
and on the way to music room, saw mdm see.
she was like ' YUME,JIELI, WHAT HAPPENED? '
den i was like HUH cause i thought we were gona get scolded.
den her next sentence was,
' YOU GUYS DID GOOD FOR MATHS TEST '
so i was like OMG SCARE ME FOR NO REASON.
heh heh but im happy :>
she now knows she can't look down on us yeah
i so wana show her my 19/20 maths test,
when she was on maternity leave. grr.

music, got scolded cause we were slow in coming to class etc.
so we had to go back to class & walked to music room again.
watched a video on malay music.

recess, felt like slapping people >(
and i slapped brendan.
& i did 'fishy fishy' on zared

english,had oral practice.
so bloody scared for tmr ):
i'd be talking crap. damnn.

skipping to after school.
went to canteen, sat & ate w yining&bryan.
(did i mention bryan had a real bad haircut?)
robin sat to the table beside us.
so chatted w him a little.
wanted to dig some people's eye lahh.
not happy come say in the face lah.
don't keep stare stare stare, glance here&there.
kept laughing at the nicknames we made :)
saw ruxin,chelsea,sheryl~

den went for band,
tried out blazzer. imma S size.
kinda slacked cause in the end no sectionals & combine >:
thanks yining for helping me finish my zuo wen (LOL)
it's like a damn good zuowen now. but very sad.

went to look for keryn after that.
went to the storeroom next to gym,
and slacked there again.
fun alrights. kept playing the 'slap' game on yining's itouch.
and went into the gym for awhile.
no hell way im going in there ever.
the room stinks >(
well we're not even allowed to go in from the beginning. :/

went home after that.
almost dozed off in the bus.
thank goodness i didn't if not it'll be damn ps,
cause infront of me were two guys that kept staring at me -.-

enjoy this epic face (:

This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, love to complete your life.

2010-08-02T23:37:00.002+08:00

to keep my eyes shut

today had been a rather tiring day for me.
morning was alright i guess.
i had some time being alone in the classroom,
in my own world.

english, did a little of oral practice.
im dead scared for oral.
especially chinese.
i still remember my last chinese oral.

recess was saddening.
almost everyone around me was sad.
that killed me.
im sorry bryan i can't do anything ..
i myself ain't in a pretty good mood.
but i'd listen to whatever u need to rant.
cause u did when i ranted on u the other day at the bridge (:
yuzane&yining,
let's believe alright?
im sure he'll understand. im sure he'll wakeup.

maths,
went through test paper.
im happy. i got 75% which means A1.
mdm see was a little shock that i got a distinction.
i hope i manage to get a distinction for yeah, EOY.

geography,
went through test paper too. failed.
was somehow listening & not listening to mrs koh.
i did pay attention,
but my heart wasn't focused on anything about deforestation.
it was far far somewhere lost in somewhere.

history,
i think it's the best period of the day.
got back test paper too,
11/15 ):
i got fullmarks for SBQ,
but i lost four marks at SEQ.
so wasted. damnn.
i love history lessons thanks to mrs yang.

after school,
went canteen w keryn.
saw douglas so went to sit at the table he was at.
was feeling CC, so begged douglas to give me paper to tear.
so i was screaming&shouting and tearing paper,
and throwing it at him.
im sorry for being so mean.
but thank you alot, like seriously.
i think it did help me alot.
still made him keep all the torn paper & help me throw ):
i feel so bad.

den yining&siewlian came,
ate & went for band.

band was bad ):
we spent too much time on dakota.
shall practise hard during sectionals tmr.
only 2 more days to assembly programme,
3 more days to VJC concert.
and soon, it'll be our con brio concert.
i'd just have to pull through august,
trying to shoo all my emtional problems.

lastly,
thanks tengjie korkor.
thanks yuusuke niitan.
thanks jinliang&brendan.
thanks ashley&andrew.

2010-08-01T22:56:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I really wonder how stupid it would seem to him. How I sit here with my eyes never leaving the screen of my phone waiting for his new text. Or refreshing the screen until it says he's online. Or how when I miss him I read the things he told me months and months ago. I really wonder what he would say if he knew he meant that much to me.

it's over alright.
the same cycle repeats.
i never ever learn from the past.

2010-08-01T13:07:00.008+08:00

it all happened at first sight

yesterday was band's POP.
time flies yeah?
it's already 1 year + since the last POP.

morning,
went foyer & sat down with yining to do stuff for the seniors.
bryan soon came with macs yining asked him to buy.
soon it was 8, fall in.
had drills and sec2s had a chance to be the commander.
it was really weird trying it out for the first time.
anyways, for almost the whole drills session,
junita took us.

den got ready for POP.
all the sec fours&fives came.
it's been so long since we saw them together. :')
hugged elisa&yihui.
joked around w tzeching,liying,kahyee.
i can't believe all this are gona be gone soon.

POP,
stood under the hot sun, sweating and about to faint kinda feel.
almost cried upon seeing yihui going out to take cert,
smiling widely upon seeing mr lum.
i seriously cannot imagine band without them.

after the parade,
went to AVA room.
watched video, gave gifts to seniors,
listened to mrtay,mrlum,ms caneda talk.

percussion section :)

after everything,
went to j8 w yining,grace,bryan,tzeching,liying,elisa,swankeng&yikai.
had a fun trip there,
and ate pepperlunch.
yining keep diao-ing someone. HAHA.
damn cute lahh.
den we keep SWANKENG. SWANKENGG.
made someone pissed off worhhh :>

after that quickly rushed back home,
bath&change.
sorry percussion for not being able to go make the cake,
at the very last min ):
i didn't know that my schedue would be so tight.

den went to meet that dog who is comment crap on my tagbox -.-
very stunned to know that i really went to find you right ? :)
just nice your guy, V also there.
i never even scold you, i just talk to you,
you cry. lame.
wasted 10 mins of me&andrew's life talking to both of you.

thought was gona be late ):
lucky didn't pheww.
so reached potongpasir, met jeremy&eddie.
went out of mrt awhile, cause jem wanted buy smt.
den met hazel & jerome .
so i was like KARATE KIDDD. and jerome was like URGH. (Y)
went back into mrt, meet bryan.
den took bus 13 to kallang mrt.
reached, went into 7-11.
bought QOO ~! :)
saw alchol. hmm.

den zhihang came, so did the band alumnis.
serene came to pick us up :)
took some bus to somewhere near geylang bahru.
had a fun time on the way there,
cause bryan&i were blasting music into our ears.
and we kept repeating a part of 3OH!3's song.
you all can guess what's the part :) haha!

reached the place,
didn't really expect it was like next to a playground.
slacked around with bryan, stealing people's internet to use.
den helped take the crabsticks out of their plastic.
den soon rebecca,yaohui&alicia came!
sat with them, chatted.
and rebecca & i pretended to make out.

& zijun commented on this photo,
' wah so vigorous '

my hair looks so messy in this pictureee .
anyways, yining,tzeching,liying came :D
including them and rebecca&co, we slacked at somewhere dark.
it was so crowded around the bbq pit.
we played with itouch,
and alcia's DSLR :)
the flash light was like WOW.
den bryan joined us, and he bought alcohol. :/
& also QOO again!
tyvm bryan. :D

den went to slack at the playground,
got kinda irritated&pissed&sad. yining would understand.
after that, got ready jonathan's card & the cake :>
den went to bridge w yining,liying,tzeching,elisaa!
den we had this horrible contagious laughter thingy.
kerern was like laughing like mad,
and yining infected it. & soon i caught it.
so we were laughing like mad for no reason.
and mr lum& his girlfriend came.
and he was like ohhnoo at us.
den elisa say this bridge very romantic.
den mr lum was like,
im on this bridge with my girlfriend & 8 other girls.
den we laugh again. den we screamed & blabla.
i bet the neighbourhood couldn't sleep.

went back to playground,
passed jonathan the card ! :)
den ate the cake.
thanks jonathan for all the contributions you have give to our section!

the cake tasted better than we thought it would :)
& the fruit inside was like iceeee sharbettt :D

really thank you jonathan for everything !

after that,
went to the bridge with bryan.
slacked there, thanks bryan was listening to all my problems :)
somehow.
and we used people's internet again.
and bryan was lucky.
cause he managed to do the streaming choices. LOL.
thank you bryan :)

after that, went back to near the bbq pit.
yining came back from sending liying to busstop.
we both was somehow in a bad mood.
so sat there, kinda kept quiet.
den bryan brought the second bottle of alchol.
chengfei helped him open (:
drank a little & bryan gulped alot of it.
and yeah, bryan was like drunk.
lucky i didn't drink as much as he did.

was dead tired.
decided to leave the place.
so yining,tzeching & i went in search of the busstop.
went to 7-11 first and bought food.
den went to busstop, waited a long timee for the bus.
had a really fun time talking to tzeching.
mum picked us up at kallang mrt and sended yining & tzeching home (:

sec4&5 seniors,
i really thank you guys for everything you have done.
i looked forward to band everyday after school.
i really enjoyed playing music with you guys.
i love that warm feeling when we play together as a band.
please come back whenever you can.
we WILL miss you alot.

lastly,
thank you for the badge you made for all of us.

2010-07-29T23:42:00.002+08:00

thanks keryn,jieli,sean,marcus,william,
for trying to make school lessons fun for me.

thanks jinliang,brendan,zared,yuzane
for making me laugh after english enrichment today.

thanks yining so much for just now,
when i broke down after quarreling with my mum,
running out of home, & crying uncontroablly.
and also, crying with me.
it might have freaked you out,
to hear me crying the moment you pick up my phonecall.

im sorry for not being able to be a good friend to you.
when ur in such a dilema, i say things so easily,
and help you give a decision.
im sorry. i'd promise i'd try to be a better friend.
and im deeply sorry that i can't help you with what's going on now.
i can't believe someone can be so selfish,so mean.
does stealing things from others satisfy you so much?

thanks to all the people who tried to cheer me up via net.
sorry for rejecting all offers to chat.

lastly to you,
i can't say anything to you.
we would keep ending up in the state we are now,
whenever i say anything about my problems to you.
that's the kind of feeling i have.
yesterday, it was hard enough.
today, it's worst.
why must i be the one taking the initiative always.

might be absent from sch tmr.
not feeling well.
physically & emotionally.
i hope i would recover in terms on physical by sat.
i need to go to pop.

2010-07-28T22:15:00.003+08:00

na na na .

this ain't really gonna be a nice post.
so don't read it if you don't wana have mixed emotions.

sometimes,
i really just wonder what the fuck am i doing in life.
the other day, i just told someone i'd stop hating people.
& yeah, i managed to do that.
but today i realised something too.

why trust someone when they're gona betray your trust?
oh hell, not gona say the same old thing that keeps repeating in my mind nw.
just came to one decision,
i don't care how you act towards me in face.
i'd only start trusting someone when i know them in & out.
sorry just everything these days,
made me unable to open myself like last time.

im sick of beatty.
seriously planning to transfer school / beg my mum to send me to jap.

thanks andrew for just now.
i know im always causing lots of problems for u & ur sis.
im just glad you don't shoo me away.
even though sometimes you start spouting vulgarities at me,
especially when ur in a bad mood,
you always apologise at the end by net.
i know you're not an expressive person & u tend to hide everything.
but im just happy at times,
you'd just open to me & tell me ur problems too instead of smoking ur life away.
so like you promised just now,
try to kick off the bad habit of smoking yeah? (:
jiayous.

and for yuzane,
i hope you cheerup after seeing this

xx

thanks for those who are always there :)
those who are invited to my pb,
i'd post dedications for you there soon ^^

2010-07-26T21:01:00.002+08:00

if it influenced the world

hey im here again! (:
firstly, PLS CLICK MY NUFFNANG ADS !
it's gona be 25 bucks already $_$
my hard earned moneyyy . HAHA

well today morning,
no moving monday ):
so had to wake up like usual for some stupid Wave.
i was happy that it's about YOG,
but i found it pathetic cause it's a damn wave.

keryn&jieli has been having sorethroat.
im not surprised if i get it soon ):
pray hard hard i dun get it.
and i have a feeling im getting it already. -.-
& morning charles passed me a spare phone !
thankyouuu ♥

i think today i was quite a good girl.
i listened to most of the lessons,
or should i say,
there wasn't really much of lessons but test.
my geography & history is screwed up. omg ):

after school,
had the damn learning journey to singapore river.
thank goodness it didn't suck so much.
walked about the whole place w,
keryn,jieli,sean,heexian,glendon,terence,enrui.
we were slacking like almost the whole time.
which was fun ofc :)
we saw lots & lots of angmor which made me so hyped up.
there was this mega hot angmor teenager.
HE SMILED. HAHA.
i wish i could have heard his accent <:

after that, went back to school again.
den went to bishan j8 w keryn .
went popular and slacked about .
nothing much to do ;/
den took a bus back home.

on the way home i was like half sleeping on the bus.
thank goodness i didn't miss my stop like last time ._.
but don't know why i so sleepy also.
and my head kept going down. hope nobody saw.
if not very paisehh ):

now im in a very good mood :D
i don't know why also.
but im really scared im gona get a sorethroat.
pleaseee i beg you myself, don't get sick so easily.
hmmm . heh heh :)
ily ttm ttm .
baibai :D

2010-07-25T22:14:00.003+08:00

same thing, different viewings

im back once again :)
trying hard to blog daily yeah!

morning,
woke up half dead.
didn't want to get out of bed at all ):
but after awhile, i got kinda giddy staying in bed.
i think sleep too long * laughs *
so got up, bathed, prepared to go to kovan.
it was weird bringing my racket and stuff to there .__.
and thank goodness i was going out.
parents&brother was being so ass.
i almost burst but lucky i just shout once and went out -.-

met the two retarded dangos at kovan mrt :)
jinliang smsed me : where u
i say : i saw u
he replied : i saw u too
stupidness.
was walking about heartland mall for awhile,
den went to macs :)

first sat next to a door,
damn hot can. like no aircorn like that.
so i argued and they had no choice but to listen to me,
and change to another seat ^^
sat there just chatting for about thirty mins ?
don't know what we doing also.
den suddenly i realised my racket gone.
panicked like siaoo.
so i begged jinliang help me go find my racket w me.
but in the end, i just went to toilet tie my hair. LOL.

so jinliang, stood infront of the counter,
asking the mac staff for my racket. LOL.
and i thought it was really missing ):
den while waiting for the mac staff to give reply,
i asked brendan to help me order my food <:
den he cannot hear me.
so he called me when we were like, only 3 metres away ?
den i was laughing and laughing,
despite being so worried abt my racket.

so i went out of macs awhile,
den when i went back in,
i saw jinliang holding my racket.
OMG HAPPY DIE ME.
i thought i'd never see it forever ):
thanked jinliang & said he's awesomer than me for today !
den brendan keep laugh laugh laugh :/
so after that, i kept hugging my racket whereever i went.
den jinliang&brendan -.- me.
small boi boi so skinny already still drink coke light. tsk pathetic.

den ate, and halfway epic dango went to the toilet :3
so i took my damn stupid shaker fries and poured over his fries.
obviously he didn't notice till he saw that all of our fries had it.
and epic dango is so epic.
tried using straw to eat cinnamon meltz. LOL.
ok so by the time we finished eating, we were freezing to death.
i said i can ADAPT to the coldness cause imma JAPANESE :3
den they keep laugh laugh laugh -.-

went kovan mrt > serangoon mrt > bishan mrt .
slacked @ bishan mrt for awhile.
cause i realised i was kinda early for tennis .
den we took the train again,
and jinliang & brendan alighted at braddell :)
baiibaii dangoooz ! (:

ltr den, they regretted. LOL.
they said should have followed me till orchard,
as they had nothing better to do.
so i was like too late, HAHA.
went for tennis, almost died cause i was sleepy ttm.
couldn't concentrate at all.
and saya & emi came today.
as hyper as ever. see me scream & shout my name.
i deproved again ): cause i didn't go for two weeks.
omggggggggggdamn . i wana improve and not deprovee !

den mum came to pick me up,
went to clarkquay.
saw dango omgg. i wana buy and eat with the dangoz.
den started quarreling w my mum -.-
kaopei lah. destroy all my mood.
on the car back home she blast music and scold scold scold.
shall not elaborate zz make me bad mood only.

well that's all for today.
tmr school & stupid singapore river crap ):
hai. fml.

my photography damn good despite i couldn't see anything,
cause of my spoiled hp screen.

2010-07-24T19:37:00.004+08:00

i miss everything

hello people.
sorry for not updating all the time ):
i'd try my very best to start updating,
on a daily basis.

tuesday,
we had racial harmony.
celebrated it differently from last year.
we all recieved orange ribbons.
and we played games and stuff.

had a fun time @ jinliang's booth.
kept blowing bubbles and i made dango bubble.
but yuzane destroyed it >:
we even slacked at the library just to enjoy aircorn.

after school, was raining like hell.
wanted to go macs w,
yining,yuzane,keryn,jinliang,brendan,brian.
but we got stuck under block cause of the rain ):
and there was a whole bunch of 4e4 people under the block,
celebrating birthday.
tsk.bad choice to celebrate it there when it's raining.

so in the end,
yining & i got the umbrella while the others walked in the rain.
yuzane & keryn got kinda high cause they (L) rain.
finally reached macs, ordered my spicy nuggets !
happy ttm.
chatted w yining,keryn alot alot alot.
den went back band for sectionals which only lasted an hour.

den walked to busstop w yining,elisa&charles :)
i love you elisaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .

thursday,
cancelled tennis .
needed to prepare for I&E ):
skipped drama enrichment for awhile to do our i&e cards.

so went AVA room there.
minji&heejin helped us order milo dino from hive :>
we started laminating and stuff.
had a fun time cutting the cards.
the equipment for cutting it rocks to the max :)

after that,
went back to class to take our bags and headed to hall.
hall was filled with loads of people.
and some other extra people just slacking around.
big thankyou to bryan&marcus who helped keryn&i in the cards :)
was really kinda upset with some people though.
cause we asked them for help yet they just shoot us w crap.
well, shall not talk about that.

my so cute pink bag :3

after awhile, got really tired.
sean lended me his itouch & i started blasting music into my ears.
played with marcussim's iphone for awhile too.
after that, about to go home that time,
was really really upset. ok whatever. it's over.

went 7-11 w jeremy,douglas.
keep stealing noodles from jem :>
after awhile, yuzane came.
and in the end, we all bought noodles. HAHA.
i think i kept stealing people's food & drink.
even from sean :/ his bubbleteaaa .
den some random uncle came forward to yuzane&me.
say we very cute & crap.
den started advertising his book to us -.-
retarded much.
den he gave yuzane some paper.
say what be good girl study hard god bless blabla.
den he go le, yuzane throw the paper away LOL.

walked to busstop w heexian&glendon.
den saw tiffany :)
took the same bus tgt and went home.
& the night started with hell.

friday,
second day of f***ing hell.
I&E day.
went hall w jieli&keryn in the morning.
den went for morningassembly.
mrs ho stood beside us -.-
nervous die me.

this year's I&E was crap.
hate it to don't know what extend.
miss last year's I&E.
thanks dandan akshay&mochi zhimin for trying to cheer me up :')
they let me slack at their small booth .
& zhimin kept showing me her cute smile w her awesome braces
akshay kept doing his unique handshakes w me
love you guys . xx

well, made slime, atomic worms. things that we did in science camp.
skipped one whole day's lesson.
it was around one when things got better.
yining and i slacked at our booth.

den brendan,jinliang,zared came.
den i kept saying they looked like brothers. 3 generations.
den after that yining&i kept laughing like mad cause of it.
den mr ang came, we asked him if they looked alike.
mr ang stared at them for awhile den he went,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH. GOOD ONE.
den he laugh till damn epic.
making all of us laugh till crazy.
den kept our stuff, went to canteen.
ate lunch, talked awhile. headed for band.

band was ok. we recieved a 'talk' from ms caneda.

after band, went tpy central w bryan,brendan&jinliang.

ate dinner, kept laughing at the auto-door at kofu.

ate my awesome pepperlunch :)

and really got annoyed and pissed halfway by someone.

im sorry jinliang. didn't mean to make things so bad.

after that went downstairs,

saw yining & siewlian.

said bye to bryan,brendan&jl.

den walked about to the library w yining&siewlian.

talked alot. thanks yining for listening to all my rants & sadness :')

took bus and home.

and yeah, another hell round of hell.

slept at 1, woke at 2. slept at 4 again till 10.

saturday (today),

woke up feeling really really moody.

well didn't bother to do my jss homework.

washed up, etc.

got ready for jss.

and yeah i lost another friend who thinks im immature. kthxbye.

went to school , teacher wasn't there yet.

nozomi was like heyyy kinda thing.

it feels like ages since i saw him.

yuka&hannah finally came.

it was pretty tiring for me.

i could hardly stay awake in class.

thanks to hannah&yuka i somehow managed to pull it through.

saw tsukamoto sensei which cheered me up alot (:

i wish he could teach us again.

i think i did a pretty good job in my compo today.

sarah kept pestering me with her crap during breaks ):

when lesson ended,

went to the usual place w yuka&Hannah to wait for their parents.

den saw him .

den yuka was like why not ask him take the picture?

aren't you friends with him?

den i kept quiet .

den she said .. or not ?

den i said, not on good terms.

hai. bad flashbacks ):

my mum came, waited for nozomi.

finally he came, mum sended both of us to harbourfront.

in the car, talked alot about band,

about pieces, about juniors, about seniors, etc.

took train, saw this couple so sweet :*

den nozomi keep giving me the o-m-g why are they doing this in public,

kinda look.

den his junior called, i talked to him. LOL.

i bet the junior kena stunned . and we pranked him . heh :)

den nozomi alighted at serangoon.

he was like byebye sayonara. LOL.

reached kovan. thought of slacking at macs.

but didn't have any maths txtbook or anything w me to study,

so went home.

have been having some meaningful talks since i came home.

really thanks everyone who are helping me these days.

especially yining,jem,jl,brendan,etc.

i hope this few days would be better for both of us.

bye.

2010-07-19T20:14:00.006+08:00

i love the way you lie

saturday
jss was quite awesome :)
our teacher was away so we had a relief teacher.
we went againsts him all the time.
i feel guilty .__.
but he seriously looks like some chikopeh.
no offence.
epecially when he smiles -.-

so hannah,yuka and i kept laughing the whole time.
and obviously he had no idea why we were laughing so hard.
hannah and i kept using our phones.
well, i think he did see but he didn't say anything.
opps. i think we just seriously 'bullied' a teacher indirectly.
and yeah we kinda camwhored during break :)

i'm gona treasure this two years im left with them.

haha hannah&my hoodie ftw ! (:
happydieme. i love my jss mates.
my nine years in this school is gona be fruitful.

@ night, went to popular to get scotchtape for boardgame(:
& slacked outside till 10/11 plus :D !

sunday
BOARDGAME COMPETITIONNN .
reached novena square @ about 10.
got so nervous at just the sight of our booth!
kept calling jieli to quickly come cause i felt so awkward alone.

when she came, slacked at the booth for awhile.
soon keryn came :)
went to the toilet with keryn to tie our hairr!
den heejin&minji came :D

went to buy currypuff w keryn&jieli. happyhappy satisfied.
after that they pei me go fairprice buy coke <:
after that went down, most of our school people were here already :)
chatted w amelyn and zhimin for awhileee.
pasted the poster, set up our boardgame.
started spamming sms asking people to help vote for us :/
den voting start at 1, i got really annoyed at PS02.
their votes from beginning shoot so high -.-
the voting system got technical problem or what.
we spammed till siao.
i bet in total, our group recieved more than thousand votes luhs.
cause all of us spammed more than 100 each.

& thanks sean&marcus&heexian for coming down!
heexian for bringing another purple token!
sean&marcus for buying takoyaki & sushi for us to eat <:
ofc jingliang,brendan small boiboi,chuanjian,chuanjian bro!
all help us spam like crazehhh.

den well recieved our participant pass!
cooool yo! haha :)
den we saw xiaomimiyan & 'zhiyuan' aka alvin.
they were participating for the other segment :)
people den started coming in,
we were busy checking the votes and also at the same time,
looking at the vote board seeing if the % went up or down.
also had to keep a lookout on who we know came! haha!

sharon,haeli,osmond,gabriel,& a bunch of e4 peeps came.
it was quite tiring going there and here,
talking to our friends at the same time. :/
but it was fun i guess !
and we had free nasi lemak for lunch <: which jieli liked alot ? :D

at about five, the boardgame voting finally ended.
play giant jenga w minji,sean&justin!
we won yeahh. awesome us (Y)
went to sit w amelyn&other e4 peeps, slacked there. chatted.
amelyn played with my hairrr. haha!
after that went over to keryn&jieli to watch with them,
what was going on stage!

keryn's family was upstairs eating sushi.
so i asked keryn if i could see her sister,
cause she was sooooo adorableeee ! :3
went up, said hi to her sis & her parents.
her bro like a little bit emo ah. HAHA
went down again, saw them dancing and stuff.
and kept laughing at minji & heejin & others,
going up and down the escalator waving etc.
i think they were more entertaining than the perfomance !

finally annouce prize and crap.
we only got COP ):
but it's ok ! haha !
congrats to Amelyn's group who got 3rd :)
den i won the sms voting crap :/
quite shocking ah.
50 dollars fairprice vouchers.
divided it among group members :)

den packed our stuff, waited for VIP to go.
den charles came, we were throwing goodie bags at each other.
cause we all didn't want it ! HAHA.
den we realised someone stole our scotchtapes & can glue ):
they also stole my pigggggg w all my markers inside.
hate them ttm.
curse them diedie. -.-

went MOS for dinner, den went home :)
had a long h2h chat :D

hope to have another event like this :)

2010-07-16T21:30:00.002+08:00

easier said than done.

hello(: sorry for leaving my blog dead.
now my tagboard is only alive due to sean's spams. :D
thankyou chaoxiaobing!

this few days has been bad for me.
especially yesterday :/
but well, everything was quite awesome today :)

i think i was mean to many people today.
im sorry. i couldn't help it. wasn't really in a good mood during school hrs.
sorry for being cold to some of you guys these days. i don't mean it.

had a fun + tiring pe today :>
played bball & badminton.
was running about there and here ~
i sweat alot alot alot !
evaporationnnn . heh heh .

spent our recess doing our cards for boardgame.
thanks keryn for doing the cards the whole night ystrday. tyvm (L)
well, i saved $$!
and when recess was about to be over,
mr singh blowed the whistle. and suddenly, a whole bunch of guys,
from the ISH started running back to their classroom. LOL.
don't know why we also suddenly follow the 'way' ,
quickly pack our things and run.
den daron&jierui bestf was like WHY ARE WE RUNNING?
WE DID NOTHING WRONG? WE'RE JUST CUTTING PAPERS.
den keryn and i were like I DON'T KNOW WHY. HAHAHAA.
and den the horrible paiseh experience happened for jieli .__.
she slideeeeee den fell. poor thing ):
& keryn kept laughing abt it !

well chinese was boring as usual.
but the thing was i DID do my correction for zuo ye neatly for once.
and i had a ten mins nap without anyone disturbing :)

after class, immediately changed to bandtee.
den went to find for yining pie ! :D
den we walked towards the staffroom w mrs tanny ho .__.
i was like omgomgomg when she was like trying to catch my attire.
lucky she neverr . i so good girl can . my attire is ok (Y)

my lunch was miserable ):
had seaweed and milo. HAHA.
den chiongedd to bandroom. had combine & den sectionals :)
left band earlier to help keryn with the boardgame.
ohhhmyyy, THANK YOU 2E4 STUDENTS & OTHERS :D
amelyn,zhimin,yingqing,kawhon,tiffany etc ? :D TYVM.
we were like rushing with our cards and everything.
den mrs wong kept saying we damn last min blabla.
should have told her earlier so she can make us excused from cca.
well, sorry for making keryn bringing home everything, AGAIN D:
i met elisaaa today :)
very very happy. hugged her many many times !

went bishan j8 for dinner w yining,heejin&minji :D
PEPPERLUNCHHHHHHHHH.
happy happy ttm . :>
slacked about j8, had loads of things to talk about w yining.
got chased out of arcade,
and i was like wth .
cause im wearing band teee not UNIFORMMM.
so i kinda argued w the woman there but she still ask us get out. ):
and johnathan saw us there but he didn't bother to say hi -.-

den we say brian & his twin bro, aaron ! :D
i was like ' is that ur twin brother ? '
den brian was like yupp.
so i was like HI AARON.
den aaron was like kena stunned. ' oh hi . '
typical smart kid from raffles institutionnnnn ! >(

after that, charles told me that he was in bishan :O
so went to mrt to meet him ~
he bully yining againnn. yining pissed ttm.
some people can really be mean ! * hint hint *
den we saw xinyu at serangoon circle line !
i was like OMGGG HELLOO XINYUUUU !
den she HIIII ~

well good day ayeee :)
hope things will continue to stay this way.

come support us @ novena square 2 on 18 july, this sunday :D
thanks babyyys.

i love you dearest pie yining !

2010-07-10T20:24:00.005+08:00

i want so many things to change

been quite a long time since i posted
what i can say about this few days is ..
FUCK.

projects and more projects.
my itouch spoiled -'-
etc.

but well,
thanks to friends etc, im feeling good now :)
big thanks to jinglunnnnnnn ! he's awesome.
he's currently helping me with my itouch !!!
thankyouuu T____T .
i really owe you big time.
and also sean ( chao xiao bing ),
for helping me find a place to fix it !

and also charles and yining :D
for being there when im angry&sad.
i feel the happiest when im with you guys,
chatting and insulting/bullying each other.
and also the best entertainment is charles's stupid action.
little black riding hood (Y)

also, the 'bingbing family!' i love my, lao dou,ah bu,xiaoxiaobing,minibing,chaoxiaobing,doudou,latisha. :)
you guys make my life in classrooms fun !

and lastly,
not forgetting our main clique :)
minji,heejin,keryn,jieli !

we've been through thick and thins,
and we're gona have another big obstacle in a weeks time.
we'll do our best for the boardgame competition yeah !

2010-07-06T18:14:00.003+08:00

i got tired of life in a day

yesterday,
i saw sarah,jasper & co.
was so happy to meet my dearest after such a long time.
it was kinda boring at first.
as in seriously, boring.
we had to walk from tm -> t1 to find jasper.
and when they saw us,
they didn't even said hi and they just walked silently away.
and jasper is bravo man (Y)
i hungry .. we go .. eat * does the action * sushi .
den walk away.
i bet he's paiseh or smt -.-

so went to eat sushi at outside tm.
jasper and lityuan finally started talking to us.
oh and lityuan grew taller. alot more taller.
den went arcade, blabla.
got this super pro oldman at basketball. hardcore guy.
sian ttm.

the best part was that we went to watch 'karate kid' :)
the movie is like totally awesome man.
wanted to watch eclipse at first but, century square & tm,
both sold out D:
and we met ben&co,weiren&co,tengjie&co,wanqing&friend @ tm !
met so many people man :>

so in the cinema,
jasper was annoying at times.
he kept asking me if i wanted popcorn,
and i said no. yet he continued to ask. dumbbb.
and we fought for the armrest -.-

well, after that, more arcade.
sarah went home, douglas&jeffrey korkor came.
den went home. the end.

today,
school killed me.
i hate school.
it's so boring.
infact life is super boring.
i can't help but do anything other den daydreaming.
i saw michelle jiejie today ! :)
oh and i saw jerome too.
kept telling him he looks like the china boy in karate kid.
and he wanted to kill me and he said he's way handsome . tsk

band sectionals got cancelled today.
slacked @ cage, ISH, canteen, blabla with yining,jem&george.
seriously, we had nothing better to do.
so finally went home, saw timothy at busstop.
chatted awhile, my bus came,
sorry yining for ps-ing you ):

if the days are gona continue to be like that,
im really gona die. it's so boring omgosh.
even if it's not boring, there will be something bad.

today, i deleted all the messages of people who were once important to me,
but no longer.

2010-07-04T21:15:00.002+08:00

I avoid some people on purpose
I’ve thought about cheating
I hate the way I look most of the time
I actually like the way I look most of the time
I’ve been swimming in an ocean
I’ve been swimming in a lake
I have a sibling
I have pets
I’ve been on vacation recently
I love meeting new people
I am insanely shy
I’m on a sports team
My best friend is a boy
I play music
I don’t remember the last time I mailed a letter
I talk on the phone (almost) every night
I drink milk almost every day
I’ve kissed someone in a bathroom
I’ve kissed someone at school
I’ve kissed someone I just met
I’ve kissed a good friend
I like to read
I like to watch tv
I could care less about video games
I hate my mom and dad
I’ve had a crush on someone for 5+ years
I’ve never asked someone out
I can touch my nose with my tongue
I love pizza
I actually love going grocery shopping
I love to travel
I’ve been to another continent
I wish I had time to watch more movies
I miss being a little kid
I’ve been to a public pool recently
Summer is my favorite time of the year
Winter is my favorite time of the year
I have a favorite holiday
I have a favorite holiday other than Christmas
I’ve been to a concert recently
I drive
I have my own car
My room is almost always messy
I’m listening to music right now
Music helps me work
The last person I texted was a boy
I want a new phone really bad
I love cartoons
The last thing I drank was water
I used to play with barbies
I collect something (or used to)
I’ve been to a carnival recently
I know what syncopation is
I need to charge my phone
I have a huge crush on someone right now
I’ve kissed someone within the last 24 hours
I’m in my pajamas
I have to go to school tomorrow
I need to clean something
I’ve hurt myself on purpose
I’ve thrown up on purpose
I’ve broken a bone
I’ve eaten something weird
I’m an extremely picky eater
I’ve been out to eat recently
I love going to the mall shopping
I hate big groups
I remember the last party I went to
I’m on the phone right now
I’m watching tv right now
I’m eating right now
I’m on the phone, watching tv, and eating right now
People say I’m funny
People say I’m pretty
I’ve been told that I have gorgeous eyes
I need new clothes really bad
My hair is up right now
I need to shave my legs
I remember the last time I went to the doctor
I have braces
I actually use my locker at school
I get good grades
I have a MySpace
I have a Facebook
I showered last night
I spy with my little eye something that is green
I spy with my little eye something that is round
I spy with my little eye something that is broken
I’ve had surgery
Someone I know has died
Someone I know has had cancer
It’s past my bedtime
I’ve moved before
I’ve moved 4+ times
I’ve gotten something removed
People tell me that I have good hair
People tell me that they like my clothes
I wish I had some money right now
I have a job
I need a job
I actually got a stupid class ring
I’m listening to someone talking right now
I wish I could talk to the boy I like right now
I’ve kissed someone in front of my parents
I’ve kissed someone on New Year’s
I love Halloween
I remember the last time I tripped
I can see a picture of me from where I’m sitting
I can see my reflection from where I’m sitting
I’m kinda scared of the dark
It’s hard to sleep with the door open
It’s hard to sleep without a blanket
It’s morning
I played soccer when I was little
I played basketball when I was little
My ears are pierced
My belly button is pierced
I plan on going to college
I plan on getting married
I plan on having some kids
I babysit
I still get an allowance
I curse a lot
I got so drunk last night
I’ve been to a wedding recently
I’ve met someone special on vacation
I have an accent
I’m completely white
I know someone who has been home-schooled
I know someone in a band (beattymilitaryband! haha)
I can sing really well
I can dance really well
I’ve never slow danced with anyone
I suck at spelling
I suck at math
I recycle
I am pro-choice
I know some rednecks
I want to get a tattoo
I want to get a new piercing (helix)
I hate MTV and VH1
I miss an ex (but i just noticed yesterday you changed)
I still love an ex
I’ve slapped someone
I’ve punched someone
I’ve been told that I have a nice butt
I wish I could lose some weight
I can play the guitar
I can speak another language
I am fluent in another language
I can play the piano
I’ve been told that I can’t dance
I’m a cheerleader
I have a sweet tattoo
I have a sweet facial piercing
I need to practice something
I want to go to Mexico
I want to go to Canada
I’ve traveled across the country
I live on the east coast
I went to the beach this few days
I remember the last time I was insanely sunburned
I like to waste time
I like to sleep
I think I’m going to get asked out soon
I keep a journal
I don’t remember the last dream I had
My first kiss kinda sucked
I think smoking cigarettes is gross
I’m wearing something that belongs to someone else
My mom fixed the last meal I had
I’ve never gotten my nails done
I should be doing homework right now
I’m adopted
I love sappy movies
I love horror movies (but i fear them)
I love musicals
I’ve seen a broadway show
The last person I hugged was my mom/dad
All of my grandparents are alive
I miss my boyfriend
I haven’t talked to my best friend all day
People tell me that I’m short
Sometimes my socks don’t match
I can’t wait till my birthday
I’m a procrastinator
I’m not like everyone else
I like strawberries
I like thunderstorms
Someone’s mad at me right now
I hate when people are rude
I’m an optimist
My first relationship ended badly
I love when boys hold doors open
I’ve kissed 2+ people in one day
I’ve had a boy sleep over at my house
I’ve been caught doing drugs
I’ve been caught cheating
I haven’t been to Disneyland/Disneyworld
I’ve passed out from drinking
I get angry easily
I’m laid back
I hate most girls
I love getting new shoes
I hate Chinese food
I don’t remember the last time I was grounded
I’ve been in love before
I’ve been cheated on
There are certain songs that remind me of my ex
I gave someone their first kiss
I straighten my hair more often than i should
I’ve been to a funeral this year
I am insanely hungry right now
I liked this survey a lot
I should probably do something productive now

Bold what applies…

My Personality
I’m loud.
I’m obnoxious.
I’m sarcastic.
I’m cocky.
I cry easily.
For the most part, I don’t like people.
I’m easy to get along with.
I like to fight.
I have more enemies than friends.
I’ve smoked weed.
I drink coffee.
I clean my room daily.

My Appearance
I’m shorter than 5’5.
I wear makeup.
I wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
I wear contacts.
I wear glasses.
I’ve had braces.
I have braces.
I change my hair color often.
I straighten my hair often.
My ears are pierced.

Relationships
I’m in a relationship now.
I’m single.
I’m crushin’.
I’ve missed an ex before.
I’m always scared of being hurt.
An ex has physically abused me at least once.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve been in love more than two times.
I believe in love at first sight.
I believe lust is more important than love. (this is totally for louis)

Friendships
I have a best friend.
I have at least ten friends.
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
I’ve beaten up a friend.
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been on a train.
I’ve left the state/province.
Someone close to me has died.
I’ve taken a taxi.
I’ve taken a city bus.
I’ve taken a school bus.
I’ve gone bungee jumping. ( I WAN I WAN I WAN OMG )
I’ve made a speech.
I’ve been in some sort of club.
I’ve won an award.
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music
I listen to country.
I listen to some pop.
I listen to techno.
I listen to rock.
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
I hate the radio.
I download music.
I buy CD’s.

Television
I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
I watch soap operas daily.
I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
I’ve seen and like The OC.
I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill.
I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model.
I’ve seen and like Popular.
I’ve seen and like House.
I’ve seen and like 24.
I’ve seen and like CSI.
I’ve seen and like Everwood.

Family Life
I get along with both of my parents.
My biological parents are still together.
I have at least one brother.
I have at least one sister.
I have at least one step brother/sister.
I have at least one half brother/sister.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I’ve ran away from my home.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve made my parents cry.
I’ve lied to my parents.
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.
I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.

Hair
I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
I’ve been blonde.
I’ve had black.
I’ve been red.
I’ve been medium brown.
I’ve been brown.
I’ve had streaks.
I’ve been light brown.
I’ve been medium brown.
I’ve been brown.
I’ve had streaks.
I’ve had purple/pink.
I’ve been blue/green.
I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
I use conditioner.
I’ve used silk therapy.
I’ve used hot oil treatments.
I’ve curled my hair.
I’ve straightened my hair.
I’ve ironed my hair.
I’ve braided my hair.
I’ve had/want dreadlocks.

School
I’ve thrown something at a teacher.
I’ve yelled at a teacher.
I’ve had an in-school suspension.
I’ve been sent to the principal’s office.
I’ve walked out of class.
I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
I’ve failed a test.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
I’ve failed Art.
I’ve failed P.E.
I’ve failed Math.
I’ve failed Science.
I’ve failed another class.
A teacher has called my parents.
I been caught skipping.

2010-07-02T16:04:00.002+08:00

friends :)

hellohello
yesterday was quite a awesome day except for classes.
i think i was crazy yesterday.

morning assembly was fun.
saw ken performing.
very good eh (Y)
daron also did well but he a little bit lag ah. LOL

english was awesome.
wasn't even doing the script ms james asked us to.
instead i was writing love letter to keryn & jieli,
pretending they were my stead.
it was super stupid.
after that i said im gona sing a love song to jieli.
so i took my tennis racket and pretended it was a guitar .
den on the projector screen showed singlish words,
like ahbeng ahlong and other crap words.

so i was like damn retarded,
singing ahbengbengbengbeng longlonglong
bang here bang there long live live .
i love you jieeliiiii ~
kinda crap song.
i myself can't really believe that i was doing such a stupid thing.

recess i ate burger :3

maths i almost fell asleep.
when i try to concentrate and listen,
i end up falling asleep.
so i rather study on my own at home,
and do something else in class.

asembly,
about cyberwellness.
marcus and gareth laughing like mad over speaker's accent.
keryn fell asleep,
i listen :) i good girl .

after school,
went canteen with keryn :)
ate fried rice AGAIN -.-
after that bestfriend cameee :)
so chatted chatted chatted,
forgotten what we talked about anyways.
and keryn helped me ransack bestfriend's bag :B
and my tennis racket came in really handy,
cause it helped keryn and bestfriend indirectly LOL
den bryan darling came ~
he's sick ): flu eh . poor thing aye .
the best part was when i asked ,
' Darling, can i hug you ? ' :DD
den he let me ehh ! super happy :)

den bestfriend keep saying bryan look like primary skl kid. :/
den bestfriend also say JIELI LOOK LIKE AHLIAN IN HER FB PIC. LOL.
super retarded lahh !

anyways, at four, went to miyuki's house :)
changed etc. i played with meowmeow melody.
and she tried to bite meeeee >(
stupid melody. bell better. HAHA.
den went for tennis.

coach taught us how to cross court.
i suck at it -__-
dominic and i somehow most of the time,
only manage to hit balls STRAIGHT and with the damn nice sound :>
but we need to hit balls that go Diagonal (?) .

got one ball i hit,
i was like OMFGISDHFIHFIFD .
THE FEELING DAMN SHIOK .
it's like got the damn niceeeeeeeeee pop sound.
and ofc, it went cross court without going OUT.
and the speed was super fast :)
i wana hit like that once again !

after tennis,
stayed in the hotel till mum picked us up.
played taptap the whole time.
versused each other etc.

well, when i came home,
every good mood of mine got destroyed by my father.
he not good mood, come rant on me ):
den i was like WHAT THE HELL . to my mum .
den my mum say what no choice still ur father and crap.
so i was like at least i neh rant on u guys when i not good mood right ?
den she yack yack yack yack yack.
so i was super annoyed,
i just skipped my dinner,
screamed bitch at her, and went outside .__.

best part was,
i found andrew at the park (Y)
but with his stupid friend.
so i told him what happened at home and blabla.
den he laughed at me cause i was worked up -.-
anyways, so i stayed with him and his stupid friend at the park.
they play with matches, i at one side sit down emo . :/
but the spark damn nice when they throw one match .
den they started smoking -.- idiot .
and i couldn't stand the smell so i said i'll go home.

well go home, nobody talk to me (:
so i was kinda happy.
well , that's all .

elearning today.
so sian .

2010-06-29T20:47:00.003+08:00

it never works this way .

i'll finally have a proper post.

anyways, i removed my tagbox.

cause i got kinda annoyed replying comments,

by going to the person's blog.

so wana tag or anything,

comment on my formspring (:

i'll reply there.

when i feel like it, i'll put my tagbox back (:

school's as boring.

but well, it's better than rotting at home doing nothing i guess.

lessons are kinda slack.

and most of the periods make me feel sleepy. :/

recess, ate seaweed.

spicy ehhh .

my tongue was like on fire .

i think the best period for today was,

Art :)

mrs audrey wong is teaching us now.

and we're gona do adobe photoshop (!!)

omgosh. happy to the max.

i've been wanting to learn it since three years ago?

and now i have photoshop on my com,

so when i learn, i can use it at home :D

and i find her lessons quite entertaining.

skipppppz. nothing much to talk about school.

hmmm after school, went to canteen to find rebecca :D

went to buy friedrice.

thank you jinglun for helping me buyyyy . heh heh .

more like i force him help me buy though ._.

ate with sharon & rebecca :)

soon, yining come also ! :D

den started dancing some stupid song.

really damn stupid.

alot people kept staring at us .

very paisehhhh ._.

after that yaohui came. waited for him to eat finish.

after that, went band room with yining,rebecca,yaohui.

had sectionals (:

couldn't find my merry widow scores ):

so searched and searched, in the end still cannot find.

so took original score.

wonder where my merry widow went to.

had fruitful sectionals !

thank you serene & jonathon for helping me out with one part of the song. :>

i know i made you guys pissed for failing it for so many times.

after band,

went 7-11 with yining :)

got really annoyed at some person,

and i was like cursing and swearing outside. :/

after that, went busstop.

saw riyado Q-mo!

den i keep shout q-mo q-mo den he smile and say shutup. LOL

den took bus back home .

Yuzane Baby,

Cheerup. I know it isn't easy.

I know it'll hurt for quite a long while.

But remember, time heals all wound.

I'll listen to whatever you need and want to say.

Don't keep them bottled within yourself.

Share them with me :)

I love you baby.

Hope things get better for you soon.

Charles Bestfriend,

Cheerupppppp bestfriendddd.

I know you are depressed naws ):

But don't take what those people said to heart.

If you work hard, im sure you'll see improvement :)

jiayouuuu ! :D

' Eyes are more eloquent than lips '

2010-06-28T21:23:00.001+08:00

i don't want the sec fours to leave.
they're the best group of people.
i'll treasure every single second,
im left with you guys.

2010-06-26T22:06:00.006+08:00

would you give me everything i want ?

jss was uber awesome today(:
i felt so happy. (:
hannah came back from japan .
so everyone in our class was present !

our teacher went out of our class for first period.
so another teacher took place of her for that period.
we did everything we wanted.
we chanted non-stop, laughed non-stop, even used our phones ._.
the teacher kena stunned. LOL.
den she says, is ur class always like that?
den im like yes yes. :>
& thanks hannah for rirakkuma and my name stamp ! (:

den during break,
hannah,yuka,nozomi,naoto,kazuki went to visit tsukamoto sensei!
it's pretty weird for a bunch of secondary kids visiting the primary block .
well many teachers were quite stunned seeing us outside his classroom.
maybe they're surprised that we're so close,
and we actually care for the teacher who taught us two years ago ? (:

i wish , i wish , i wish ,
tsukamoto sensei / isozaki sensei would teach us again.
they were the teachers that really understood us and cared for us.
knowing that we're stressed with our own school,
they made lessons as fun as possible for us,
and tried to give us minimum homework.
can't believe i took them for granted )':
im really really really happy that i dropped from fast course to slow course
when i was in primary 6.
if not, i would not have been with hannah & yuka again,
and i would not have been taught by teachers that really cared for us.
im glad that i did go to jss.
this is the school, that i've stayed the longest.

although it's saturdays and i always dreaded to go cause it was a holiday,
i think i learned alot from it.
i met people whom i can love,
teachers that i can trust and joke with,
and also have lots of painful memories of leaving people that went back to japan.
it's coming to 8 years staying in this school .
and soon it'll be 9 years.
and we all graduate.
and we won't see each other anymore.
the thought of it makes me feel so unsecure..

anyways, second lesson, we did our presentation.
yuka and i did a really good job i think (Y)
naoto, i didn't really understand what he was talking.
but his drawing was super cute.
nozomi was super epic fail .
look at the picture of what he drew.

let me explain this drawing.
it's a drawing explaining when the temperature goes up,
the coral in the beaches die.
and you see the human there?
he says that the temperature goes up due to human acts,
that contribute to global warming
HAHA

well i made nozomi really angry today.
cause i didn't want to buy his concert tickets.
im sorry :/ i really have to finish my homework by tmr.

den we had poem writing.
i wrote a meaningful one (:
though it's really a direct translation of a english poem -> japanese
i think naoto's pen poem was interesting !
and i can't stand nozomi's poem.
all about trust etc.etc.
makes me feel so guilty not buying the tickets ._.

well den had second break.
i saw this notice that made me laugh like crazy .
sorry yuka !

when i told hannah i saw a very interesting notice,
yuka pulled me and pulled me.
and i was like laughing like crazy and trying to run to hannah's direction.
and naoto over there stunned.
and when yuka finally let go of me,
and when i showed them the notice,
hannah laughed and naoto smiled and said ' heh '

den had our third period and school ended (:
walked to school gate there with yuka.
chatted with her awhile and my mum came.

today was a really simple but fun day.
but the thing is, im having eating disorder ._.
i have no appetite at all since the band camp started
damnn. hope my appetite comes back.

i don't want school to start.
i don't want complcations to start coming back.
i want to meet many people whom i haven't met yet.
i feel leftout in certain ways.
hah. i wish holidays would just continue .. ):

and charles , cheerup ! :D
smile smile

even if i like jss, i still don't like homeworkk!

2010-06-25T18:32:00.003+08:00

im back from band camp.
thank you people for telling me that,
you love reading my blog (':

anyways,
band camp was actually quite ok.
just that everything seemed to suck,
just because of one thing.
which is the stealing thing.

seriously, wasted like 3 hours of band practice time becuz of that.
i was like dying to practice my merry widow ? -.-
and all the time was wasted by one %$%#%#& person,
cause he/she didn't own up that she stole the money.
seriously F you. F YOU.
thanks to you, time was wasted.
thanks to you, everybody's fun camp became shit.
thanks to you, everybody felt f-ed up and pissed off and restless
thanks to you, some of us got suspected

and we got suspected for the most retarded reasons.
firstly for me, cause i went to borrow comb from yining.
secondly for zijun, cause she was smsing late at night (i bet almost everyone did).
thirdly for junita, cause she was feeling sick, she went back to bunk to take inhaler.
somemore these was so many people around us.

seriously, can u just own up?
if not we're gonna waste more time on this shit case.
hello? we have a concert coming up soon?
WE NEED THE PRACTICE TIME.
WE CANNOT EFFORT TO WASTE TIME ON THIS KINDA CASE.

well, feeling too f-ed up to post.
so i'll post about the band camp using pictures.
will upload the pictures later (:

rebecca designed the cover :D

had like lots and lots of drills

double wackoo ~

rebecca :DDDD

hmm water games.

rebecca threw bomb at my face -.-

for this game, stephanie&krusita threw waterbomb at my back ): totally wet

dinnerrr

i fell asleep quite fast :o
rebecca slapped me in the face don't know how many times cuz i slept.
day 1 over .

day 2 games .

the straw game (: eddie and i cheated :/

den had band practice etc.
at night couldn't sleep.
started doing 'ba luo bo ( pluck carrot )' song with rebecca and lianmin.
laughed like mad dog.

in the middle of the night, kena woken up,
for some stupid night walk.
damn stupid -.- didn't find all the items in the end,
den told to go back to sleep? lols
day 2 over.

day 3,
nothing much to say .
only pissed at the ass who stole $$

2010-06-24T16:02:00.001+08:00

Should i quit blogging?

2010-06-20T23:53:00.007+08:00

is it ok, is it ok, to trust someone so much.

if everyday was like today.
i think today was so far my best holiday 'day',
after coming back from japan. (:

so in the morning,
after waking up, quickly prepared to go out.
met alvin at next to my house the playground at 1030 + (:
den walked to kovan, and thanks alvin for treating me a drink !
we kept talking about anime etc.etc. stuffs on the train. HAHA.

reached harbourfront,
got kinda lost at where vivo was as they were doing some construction ._.
but, we DID manage to find our way to candy empire (:
met YUZANEEEEE ♥ & jeremy there :D
soon, fiona camee tooo :)
heh heh she so cute. so blur yet so mature. don't know how explain. ha.
jeremy suggested buying some stupid potato chip,
that cost 7bucks per packet.
obviously didn't listen to his stupid suggestion.

so went to take the 'train' to sentosaaa (:
stopped at the beach station, and walked to siloso beach.
the heat was killing us. like totally.
was sweating like mad, head was dying.
when we reached there, fiona, yuzane and me,
auto run into the water. it feels way better than the heated sand :/
and took pictures ~

all photos taken by alvin (: thankyouz !

so we wanted to write our names on the sand,
and messages and lots of things,
but due to the strong sun rays and killing hot sand,
and also cause of jeremy's really epic horrible skill of drawing hearts,
we did something really simple :/

can't really see what's written eh ?
alvin,fiona,jem,yume,yuzane was here(:
( ps : the SOS above is just a extra feature ;> )

yuzane and me in our emo 'circle' ( or heart ? )

so after that,
we really couldn't take it any longer.
we need wind, or should i say AIRCORRRNNNN .
so we headed our way down the beach, to newzeland icecream.
sat there, Alvin Yuzane and Fiona bought snapple :)
and yup, jeremy bought icecream.
i sat there, half dead.
i could have gotten heatstroke if we continued to stay under the sun.
didn't know what to do next.
so suggested things like underwater world, etc.etc.
but in the end, we sticked to the idea,
going back vivo and catch a movie. LOL.

so yeah, took a train back to vivo.
our trip to sentosa kinda wasted yeah :/
got tickets for 'toy story 3' (:
den went to eat lunchhh at longjohn silvers.
jeremy's meal was totally screwed due to the spill of his lemontea.
after eating, it was just nice the time of the movie.
so headed to GV.
den bryan called saying he was coming ._.
but we couldn't get a ticket for him anymore as it was too late.
so we decided to meet him after the movie.

the movie was real cute :)
just the baby and the monkey freaked me out .
i like barbie and ken . so adorable . HAHA .
but the best characters are the three eyed aliens .
and the ending was really sweet :)
now, it's the end of toy story.
still remember this movie started when i was quite young :D haha

after movie,
met bryannnn :)
after that, headed to vivo top floor the water water place !

photo credits to yuzaneee :D

we den went to the pet shop,
see those cute little dogggy !
admire their cuteness for awhile,
den went to arcade :)

played the drums a couple of times,
with alvin not being able to play the last game many times,
cause bryan and jeremy kept dying before alvin could play the third game.
after that, they kept on playing the thing thing.
don't know what you call :/

well, we play till damn exaggerated.
fiona and i played till crazy and we both same points in the end :D LOL
we ended with 3-3 cause even after the timer was up,
we still couldn't finish the game LOL .
so we just totally had fun :)
we even caught sweets heh heh .

after that,
douglas camee.
den went daiso blabla. den headed to dobyghaut.
went foodcourt, ordered beef pepper rice (Y)
den took purple line and went home with fionaaa :)

went home, celebrated father's day.
just a pretty simple celebration.
eating cake. LOL
i suggest my mum buy oneee :)
see i so good girl care for my father though i hate him alot

i wish i can go out with this group of people again.
next time yining must die die go ! heh heh .
and jeremy must plan things better and properly !

♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-06-19T18:28:00.006+08:00

the deep deep sound

sorry for not updating the last two days!
i was like hmm. lazy ?
anyways, thursday, i had lots of fun :D

thursday,
i went to miyu's house at like 4 (:
she was still sleeping ~
so woke her up, and told her we're gona be late for tennis.
so she woke up, and before getting prepared for tennis,
she called starhub to complain and scold them for her phone bill problem.
and halfway, her mum was telling her to quick etc.
and she got pissed so she screamed ' SHUTTUPPP '
i bet the woman on the phone got freaked out :>

so den, went for tennis.
was like drizzling a little.
i like this kinda weather when im gona play tennis (:
did lots of sidestep training today.
and yeah, my legs were like dead tired.
run, sidestep, run, sidestep, killing.
the worst one was the 3,2,1 sidestep trainings.
halfway, miyuki started singing the fifa song.
the it's time for africa thing. LOL.
well, i couldn't hit the stupid basket for serve ):
and i lost in champion challenger T___T .
dominic is supposed to go into the next class already ! * claps *

anyways, after tennis, we went to outrumpark.
in the bus, it smelled like dead fish.
so i took out my seabreeze :D
and miyuki and i put a little of it below our nose.
yes, we couldn't smell the horrible thing anymore (Y)
den we went to mr bean :)
eat the icecream there, and den headed to miyu's home.
on the way there,
miyuki started talking about the bubbletea auntie near her school.
that made me laugh so crazily, i broke down and started crying.
as in the laughing crying.
i practically squat in the middle of the pavement to laugh and laugh.
lucky it was late and dark so noone sees me :)

so waited inside her house for her to eat finish.
den her dad came back, started scolding her brother for not cleaning the floor.
den he saw me, and started laughing.
den when he passed by me, he said, WHY U NEVER CLEAN FLOOR?!
den i was like LOL?! den we both started laughing.
when miyuki finished eating, get her clothes and everything,
when we about to leave the house,
miyuki's father was like 'GO TAKE BROOM THERE TOO'
and i was like laughing laughing :/

so yeah, she came to my house (:
we started of everything with itouching . heh heh .
oh and she helped me jailbreak mine . woots (:
i love fruits ninja. it's so lame yet it's so addictive. (like pokemon)
so yeah, after bathing, we went totally crazy.
it was like 1 + am and we started camwhoring.
there's some really damn unglam pictures.

i really had a fun fun time.
laughing like this, is just the best thing i can wish for.
or should i say, laughing with you last time.
not willing to talk about friday.
just a kinda screwed up day.

god, please make everyone around me happy.
people around me are the best people.
they have real nice hearts, they deserve all the happiness they should have.
even if they did something wrong, they really deserve a second chance.
so please god, make them happy.

2010-06-16T21:46:00.002+08:00

wonder what you're dreamin' ♥

hello people(:
i apologise for not blogging,
anything sensible these days.
so today, i shall have a proper post

went out with lianlian & guanqin today! :D
was supposed to meet at two,
but i kinda woke up late, so i quickly chionged like mad.
den while waiting for the bus,
i recieved a call from lianlian saying they're gona be late.
den i was like a little relieved? LOL
but guess what, in the end, i reached bishan exactly at two.
so well, walked about the place cause had nothing to do while waiting.
just kept walking around like some retard.
den i saw arvin and yvette (:
so sweet worhh ! HAHA. but i bet they didn't spot me

den when i was about to walk away from the mrt station there,
someone tap me on the back, i turned around to see lianlian :D
gave me a shock ! he's like taller than the last time i saw him.
180 ehhh . tall tall o__o
den another thing that shocked me was guanqin's eye.
it was like totally swollen. like kena punched :/
one week plus le still like that .. haii .
den lianlian kept making fun of guanqin saying he peeped the girls,
and they gave him this eye. LOL
pooor thing.
and yeah, we had no idea what to do.
so i made lianlian think of where to go and do what.

in the end, we somehow ended up in the arcade :>
lianlian & guanqin played drum maniac.
liansquare, improved alot alot (: pro pro . HAHA .
guanqin, at least better than me .__.
after that, walked out of arcade, walked about.
lian said he was feeling a little hungry,
so decided to go macs.

we all bought meals, and started eating.
guanqin was like a little emo-ing den we kept saying he was love sick :>
and guanqin is really really really bad at understanding directions HAHA.
anyways, lian and i mixed our fries.
and yeah, we couldn't eat finish.
so we started dividing the fries into three portion.
den we keep playing scissors,paper,stone. LOL.
and when i lost, i just ate some and threw rest of the fries at guanqin.
super funny uh . i laughed alot alot . so long since i laughed like this (:
den lianlian show me magic trick using straws.
den the men sitting behind us keep staring at lianlian doing the trick.
i tried doing it but epic failllll . shush .
den guanqin also did this very interesting thing.
he twist twist twist the straw, den liankiat flick the straw,
den the straw break den make a damn big sound.
it was just plain fun (:
we were so lame, even playing tick-tack-toe on reciept paper LOL
it'll be really awesome if i can go back to mbs .

after that, went upstairs to see some computer thing thing,
den vincent came ~
after that, discussed about what to do. but still no idea.
in the end, we went to toapayoh near there for bowling.
on the way there, saw harfeyz.
since vincent was dead from his 'friendly' match, he didn't play.
i die die also dun wana play bowling >(
so in the end, only lian and guanqin was playing LOL
but see them play damn fun eh ! :D HAHA.
enjoyed looking at them play (:

went back to toapayoh central den said byeeebyeeeeeeee. ;(
the next outing is HANs. IS A DIE DIE MUST. HAHA.
and terence musttttttttt come.
alright, that's all for today (:

tmr is tennis with miyuki ! (Y)
friday is band . the duration so long can ?
saturday jss zzz hannah isn't going i wonder if yuka is
sunday sentosa outinggg :DDDD
monday sean's BBQ :DDDD
tuesday to thursday band camp zzz

band just took most of my days * sad *
i need to find time to go out with sarah too !

2010-06-14T19:54:00.002+08:00

thoughts,they hurt

hello people.
im back in sg (:
it seems like i never been to japan.
so much things happened within myself.

i love my grandparents over there.
they're the only people that teaches me what a family is.
my parents can be nice at times.
but sometimes they can be just .. so fuck.
my brother, who gives a shit.
so, i really love my grandparents.
i wana do so much for them.
alot alot alot alot. i wana do everything i can for them.

yesterday night, had a horrible time trying to sleep in the hotel.
i thought about lots of things, and soon i was freaking myself out.
i suddenly thought about ghosts and stuff and i got really scared.
i can hear the lift going up and down.
it's like endless. it seems like there is always someone inside the lift.
but it's kinda impossible cause it's already late at night.
den i got really scared like the people aren't 'people'
and yeah, couldn't sleep till three.
during that long duration of fear,
i also thought alot about other things.

about you, about the problems that are gona start when im back in sg,
i felt like staying in japan forever.
i got really really emotional and started sobbing.
well, just good that i managed to sleep in the end.

today, in the plane,
i thought about more things. well, it sucks.
i wana stay in japan, with my grandparents.
no more problems.
but well, here i am, in singapore now.

sorry i couldn't go down to kovan just now to meet you ):
im really sorry .

2010-06-11T11:36:00.003+08:00

i fuck you upside down

hello imma in japan now (:
it isn't as bad as i thought!
cuz i get to use the com most of the time!
the best part of everything is that i shopped ALOT.

don't worry, i didn't forget ur gifts (:
but this time, im really really broke . sad
and my emotions went up and down . so annoying .
but well, i hope my heart is clear and stuff now (:
another sad thing is,
MY FRINGE. I CUT IT. AND NOW IT'S DAMN SHORT.
damn unglamm worhhh .

and also,
GUESS WHAT.
I MANAGED TO CATCH A GLOOMY @ THE TOY CATCH MACHINE.
the moment i did, i screamed like hell, jumped about.
kichi was like so stunned. den he I WAN IT.
den i say, sry but this one for my friend :/
but really damn cute ehh. i so pro nehh.
HAHA. i now have a addiction to catching toys!

well, i shall now let pictures do the talking (:

at the airport (:
hamburger :D
onigiriii ! (:
I CAUGHT THIS (!!!)

my new fringeeee ):

2010-06-03T22:58:00.010+08:00

friction in between us

warning : very long post here

crapp! science camp was just so awesome.

so wana thank debbie, meichen,

and other seniors :)

didn't thought the camp would be this great !

first day,

morning went to meet vincent first ~

xiexie for ribena LEMON :DDDD

den went to school, saw jieli&rachel straight away upon reaching skl (:

den went up to AVA room together ~

started talk talk talk talk talking. haha!

den keryn come talked about * wink wink *

den debbie and other seniors came into the room :)

i was in group 5 same group as jieli,merryl,junxian,enrui :D

& what's better was that MEICHEN was incharge was our group !

like performance art camp that time :>

the bad thing is that keryn ain't in our group T___T

after that, put our stuffs into our classroom, b2-02 !

den went to bio lab :)

sat outside, chatted with gareth, doris & jieli.

so poor thing sia doris ! she was the only girl in her whole group .

so was janeee. poor things !

but jane's case was worst as even the senior in charge of her group,

was a guy :/

went into the lab soon after that,

learned how to make iceeeecreammmmm !

jieli so excited worhh .

we added cocoa powder into milk den sugar,

den poured it into a plastic bag , den we put it into a ziplock bag,

filled with ice + salt .

shake shake shakeeeeeeeeee (!!!)

my icecream jialat one ! no shape . LOL .

jieli one quite solid worhh !

den debbie keep walking around with the camera T___T .

den suddenly call me i turned towards her den she take a pic -.-

muaaa. sure unglam ttm ):

den we went on to food testing.

kinda boring as we just kept on repeating the same thing using diff food.

the worst part was that the chips,chocolate,marshmallow,

were tempting. but andy went to rub it againsts the table to make it dirty,

so that we wouldn't eat it >(

well blablabla, just kept on doing it.

jieli and akshay dandan was dumb enough to try ' smashing ' marshmallow.

akshay was even worst cause he started ' smashing ' chocolate.

it was so disgustinggggg .

after finishing, den went on with going upstairs :)

went to physics lab ( i think )

while waiting for the facilitators to get ready with our meal,

stayed outside and i started playing with jimmy's tag thing thing.

so funnn eh :D

in the end, he gave me the whole tag . HAHA

ate beehoon for lunch ~

while eating, watched 'meet the robinsons' (:

eat until damn shuanggz .

went back to bio lab, went to start with our CSI.

got our booklets,

the first thing they asked us to do was guggle our mouth with salt water,

and spit the water back into the cup.

hell. the water was SOOOOOO SALTY.

it was super super super super salty. i almost died i swear.

we spit back the whole thing out, and den transfered it into testtube.

den we added ice cold ethanol and we managed to start seeing our dna :D

and with some white cloudy threads linking em (:

den the teacher went on with theory ,

that i almost fell asleep. but it wasn't as worst as the earlier part of theory.

after that, they gave us a kid.

inside got glove, some cotton dab (?), some liquid i forgot the name,

and plastic bag to put hair samples in. HAHA.

quickly ran to canteen.

saw the 'crime scene' .

they used tape to mark out the body. and it's like damn cute.

den got 'blood' which looks really real thanks to splattered ink.

and a stupid note. HAHA.
we den started with our INVESTIGATION :D

we first went to debbie aka the teacher ! haha !
she act so sad for the girl who died . hmm suspicious . HAHA
den we asked her to write a message on the filter paper.
she wrote, ' im so hot ' LOL .
we took her cheek cells, also asked her to give us a stran of hair.
she was like OMG I HAVE TO PLUCK OUT 12 HAIR FOR 12 GROUPS?!
LOL LOL . debbbieeee ~ :>
after that went on with other people,
like weida the cuemo and blabla. all write crap message de siaaa.
and weida the hair WAAA CURLY ! over reborn le baaa . :/
den the james damn funny.
he act so so so saf for the girl who died.
keep over there pretending to cry.
we ask him write a note to her, he wrote ' im so handsome '
hai tsktsktsk .. all so bhb one . still act so sad.
and we wanted to pluck one of his hair,
end up we plucked out 5 strans of his hair . HAHAHAHAHA .
den andy the most retarded. he's supposed to act as the girl who died the bf.
den ask him write message,
he wrote ' go and die ' LOL .
den he looked damn annoyed @ the fact everyone was,
taking his hair and stuffing cotton dab into his mouth.
and also taking his finger print. :/
well, also took meichen's and other senior's (:
daron was the most epic one cause he was debating with james like siao.
bang table shout shout epic mannn ! LOL .
den james keep ' NOOOOO. WHY WOULD I KILL HER ! SHE WAS SO NICE '
den cry cry cry ( epic fail acting )
so everyone gathered around them to see the 'drama'

after doing the same thing to everyone,
went back to bio lab
saw how dna testing happens and blabla.
in the end meichen aka brenda was the murderer.
tsktsk. she looks the most innocent ! HAHA
after the whole CSI thing,
went for a little break,
den went to indoor sports hall (:

played games there, more like icebreakers.
i think our group was the noisiest.
cause we had deepa. LOL
we keep deepa deepa deepa ~
and we even played proposal game.
liling poor thing uh. easy target.
den everytime kena targeted HAHA.
after that we had reflection while other groups went to bath.
meichen told us to complain about the food. LOL

after that, our turn to bath.
chionggged back to classroom take stuff,
went to bath.
waaa this time bathing damn shuangs.
got alot alot time ! :D
best camp ever ehhh !
went to classroom, slacked there awhile.
den went for dinner (:
ate the rice this time. quite good eh ?
since we ate quite fast,
keryn,jieli and i slacked about in canteen.
liling rachel they all all went to the locker there scare each other. LOL

after that, teacher came.
told us aliens invaded our skl -.-
and they captured mr shaw and what so ever crap.
and we had to walk about the school blind folded.
and also complete stages to get cards to find out what can shoo the aliens away.
well yeah so we started off with our 'night walk'
not scary at all can.
just walked about and about with some seniors poking hitting tapping us -.-

we went to the squiddy station at first.
wrote answers on booklets,
den next went to slime station :D
damnnnnn fun can !
we made slime den splashed at each other.
jieli take slime splash onto gareth's face omg.
den stupid deepa go splash onto doris's shirt.
HAPPY PILL MAKE SURE HE PAYS U FOR UR SHIRT.

after that went for other stations.
if im not wrong the next one was the atomic worms.
went around shining light to find the worms and collecting them.
and took pictures of us 'eating' the worms.
had other more stations which im too lazy to mention (:

after completing all stations,
we were one of the fastest groups to finish.
so we sat at the canteen, chat chat.
after when every group came back,
talked about the answer to all the stations etc.
after that had optional supper which jieli die die wanted.
after that, went back to classroom,
got ready our sleeping bags and stuff (:

lights out was at 12 but we just couldn't sleep.
i ate mentos and i went super super duper high -.-
keryn was laughing at how crazy i was .__.
and jieli&i started singing and laughed like crazy.
we gossiped and laughed and oh, it's just something that will be memorable (:
finally managed to sleep @ two !

second day,
woke up at like 630 .
went to wash up .
was still very very very tired -.-
shouldn't have ate sweets last night.

went to canteen at like 730 ?
was SOOOOOOOOOOOO delighted to see macs.
omgggg. macs for breakfasttt. AWESOME CAMP MAN.
i loveeeee this camp so so much (:

after breakfast, we went to make some car thing.
i begged jierui to help meeeee :D
jierui is now my BESTFRIENDDDDDDDDDDDD (!!!)
wahahahahahahaahahaa.
ok so jieli was so happy with her product.
' wo shi sha yu ' .
the first time jierui tested my car,
it went SUPER SUPERRRRR far.
but the real competition that time,
my car was a stupid epic fail. :/
and mua bestfriend wonnn ! omg omg omg.
prooo ehhhhh jierui bestfrienddddd :)

we still had time den so we started playing proposal game.
everyone target liling again *giggles*
edwin's classic is a total FAIL .
had lunch after that,
recieved our camp teee :D
ok ok uhh. but i like the senior's one better.
the white colour look niceeee :3
teacher's one also quite nice. blue one.
went toilet to take picture of the shirt. LMAO.

we den went back to our room,
take our stuff.
and jieli and i wasted 1 buck on poncho -.-
i asked jimmy to protect my mentos :D
den took the bus to escape ~
was kinda tired so was quiet on the ride there.
reached there, ran to the 'wet&wild'
sat with jieliii ! :D
damn funnn eh. i behind den kena splashed like what.
den went to take viking ship and blablabla.
just super funn lahhh :D
i laughed like mad screamed like mad.

i hate waiting for the go kart.
so long sehhh.
and when i sat it, i got a super shock.
the slow down part -.-
stupid slope. i thought i was gona jump out of the seat.
den i was SOOOO scared jieli was going to bump into me.
who knew she went pass us. :/

after all our compulsary rides,
it was our free time :D
some people pulled me into the haunted house.
i screamed like mad didn't dare open my eyes.
i almost died in there.
and at one point, doris suddenly let go of me.
i was feeling so damn fucking scared.
den suddenly somebody grab me by the waist,
damnnn tight.
i screamed like fuck -.-
i thought some ghost turned out to be doris.
when we finished the 'tour',
i came out panting like mad and sweating.
no hell way am i going in there ever again.

after that went for wet&wild again.
this time with keryn though (:
heard loads of interesting storyyyy. hohohohohohoho.
this time i sat infront. never kena wet much.
awesome ehhhh :D

we den sat the rollercoaster three times in a row.
first ride, sat with i forgot who :O
i think with e4 de.
den even jimmy sat cause i forced him to.
his sunglasses damn coool eh :D
the last two rides were awesome.
on one side sat the girls and on the other the guys.
and we started shouting and screaming,
seeing who can win .

the third ride was the best.
we started singing school song,
kamesh went with the girls ~
den we kept shouting screaming .
superrr hillarious and fun.
but got dizzy after that :/

after that asembled.
some people didn't come back and we wasted some time finding for them.
den took bus, back to skl.
waited for group 7-12 de bus come. damn slow uhh :/
after that, debrief !
went upstairs take our stuff.
saw debbie told her thanks and that i love herrr :3

after that,
went out of skl with keryn ~
went busstop meet vincent :)
we den went to j8 to have dinner.
idiot never eat >(
still say what eat dinner tgt.
keryn ate the same thing as meee.
pepperlunchh! ahahahahahah!

after eating, went home.
thanks vincent for sending me home :)
but damn bad uh, u see black people say u cannot see them.

2010-06-01T14:23:00.002+08:00

im so confused i don't know what to do

yesterday,
went out w sean & heejin to orchard :)
many people went there but i saw none of them.
sarah,yuzane, :/
first, walked about ion orchard.
saw isozaki sensei ! :D
den walked here and there, blaaaaaaa.

went taka to have our lunch.
yoshinoya . sucked.
well blablaaaa, long story, lazy mention.
went to paragon there for contact lense consultation.

we spent an hour there but failll .
couldn't put it in ):
the woman put it in for me once though .
very niceeeeeee. hohohohoho.
but well, totally give up -.-
we asked if we could buy it and try it at home,
they said they aren't allowed to sell until we're able to do it here.
so i was like , den nvm. bye. LOL.
so sadd. but well, maybe sarah will help me get them or smt ? (:

after that, walked to loads of placess.
don't even know what we were doing.
ended up in ion again, went on a trip in search of starbucks.
sat there, drank, and i ate my yogurt. :D
that's all .

tmr got science camp.
in search for pe shirt ): i only got one. wtf lol.
it's alright. i know some kind souls out there will lend me :)
so kind souls, please, thanks. LOL.
keryn,jieli and i are planning in smuggling snacks along.
we're super lame. HAHA.

ok bye. LOL.

2010-05-29T20:22:00.002+08:00

shy shy .__.

hannah&i are on a secret mission. ♥

a mission to kill a bitch
cause, she's really a bitch
can't stand the fact she's teaching us

yesterday,
AUREUS EXPERENTIA XIV was awesomee .
i officially love NYJC band :)
their performance was really nice
their best piece was obviously japanese graffitti XIV
arashi arashi arashii ~
lianmin & i went high :D
omg. i just loveeee their performance.

i would love to go for their next one ! :D

the alice&wonderland play was funny.

alice was a guy and he was so damn gay :/

and guanchin act as snail .

' is that a london chocoroll ? oh wait, it's mr snail ! '

LOL .

well anyways, alice was super funny.

damnnn epicccc . DAMN .

went to Central C w serene,lianmin,jonathan

and the graduated seniors to eat dinner.

on the way, it rained, and wow. long story.

we were having such a hard time. HAHA.

today,
jss was quite alrights.
except for the fact that bitch was annoying me & hannah -'-
i wish isozaki/tsukamoto sensei was back to teach us ):
they were such awesome teachers.
even though tsukamoto sensei was some super slack guy :3

had fire drill practise today.
super hot under hot sun.
we weren't supposed to talk but our whole class did.
den the other class teacher got pissed and screamed at us.
wtf is wrong with the teachers in JSS now.
you guys used to be the best teachers.
eri was walking with us till her teacher didn't wanted her to be with us -.-
say until like we've got some big problems within ourselves.

so what if we're in the slow class?
i can go to fast class if i want. but i find it boring.
and mind you, i WAS in the fast class but i quit it cause,
it's so boring. B-O-R-I-N-G.
looking down ? pathetic .
trust me, our class is SLOW because we don't want extra stress.
we've got our own local schools to be bothered with everyday.

during our second break,
we've discovered something great.
and that is, NAOTO HAS A FACEBOOK ALL ALONG.
and another bigger thing is that,
he didn't wanted us to know cause he was is in a relationship :>
aw. so sweet. HAHA.
tsukamoto sensei didn't let us go into his class.
and we used this awesome trick,
' SENSEI ! THIS IS NAOTO'S GIRLFRIEND. COME OUT IF U WANA SEE '
he quickly dash out of his class . LOL .
japanese teachers are just so fun :)

im not meeting hannah for approximately 1 month.
she's going overseas and so am i .
i'll miss youuuuuu :D
after we come back, we shall resume our mission .

wow wow wow.
my bangs has really become too long eh .

pleadddddd

2010-05-27T23:12:00.003+08:00

we sing, we sing, na na na na na ~

today,

school totally boring.

they were just talking crap during asembly.

just annoucements here and there -.-

super pathetic.

and worst of all, it was super long.

what a great day for last day of school.

got back report books and stuff.

my position damn bad .

48/160 T___T

i should have at least revised for my other subjects

my geo fail by 0.9 marks . epic fail -.-

mrs koh, made us do nothing for fifteen mins.

we sat on the dusty floor and just stone there. retarded

after school, went macs w keryn,sean&heexian.

waited till 11 for lunch, ate ate happy happy.

talk talk shout here shout there.

den there was this girl outside macs who was super funny.

look what she was doing.

so style :>

heexian went den continued slacking there.
anyways, after that saw ken,daron,joel,jarel,gabriel.
chat chat awhile, sean & keryn went also.
den bryan pei me at the table :)
den ken & daron come disturb me -'-
especially daron .

den they went ( happy ) ,
den went basketball court with bryan.
saw eddie,george,chunwei playing bball.
bryan den joined them, i just see them play :D
den miyuki came ~

went to follow her thin her hair.
after that went macs to chat LOL.
went to her house change, den went for tennis ~
tennis was quite ok quite fun.
kept singing like retardsss.
and best part, dominic & tobby joined us in singing. HAHA.
after tennis, mum fetched me, went to eat yakiniku.

ate until super max satisfied :) happy.
i sound damn dead in this post. ps :/
not really in a mood to blog. HAHA.

:3 goldfish !

2010-05-26T21:44:00.004+08:00

you'll always be a part of me

im still not fully recovered!

damnn. this flu has been killing me for days.

this few days were just so,

hell-ish.

i never wana be sick ever again!

and, my phone spoiled.

all my images,videos,messages,all gone.

i almost cried. ):

everything is gone omg omg omg.

so i've been smsing using my brother's stupid phone.

it was so hard, so slow, so annoying.

but well, better than nothing right ?

so today,

i went for cross country ! ( good girl eh, praise me )
it wasn't that bad i guess.

first, the asembly part was super stupid.

but when the run started,

ran walk jog. kinda thing.

and since i wasn't fully recovered, we did everything slow pace :)

my nose stopped during the run, sweat alot, refreshing baby

jieli had a fun time tricking people with her 'bleeding' finger.

she laughed and ran off whenever someone got tricked.

creeepy :/

there were some people staring at her, whenever that happened.

we also saw a monkey, in the middle of the road,

between the jungle crap and the reservoir side.

it suddenly popped up so jieli&i got shocked.

so we screamed :>

well, we managed to complete the race without fainting ! :D

we SURVIVEDDD .

but my position 27 only ):

saddening ttm .

i hope to run fasterrrrrr for the next cross country,

and run when im completely healthy :)

after that, went to bishan with,

minji,heejin,rebecca,yaohui :D

we sat outside MOS because it wasn't open yet.

so people who passed by us stared at us as though something was wrong.

i know weird la hor !

at exactly ten, it opened.

heejin first to chiong in. HAHA.

minji somehow first to order.

quickly chiong to seat, made rebecca and yaohui sit tgt :/

rebecca not happy pull my hair T___T

den she throw her unwanted bread at my place also (!!!)

haha but damn funny uh :)

i so happy i drank my corn soup since i didn't drink it for a long timee

after that, started not feeling well again .

so quickly chionged home, and played com.

im trying to master my dango song on my guitarrr !!! :>

椿

2010-05-20T22:57:00.002+08:00

don't be a bitch when ya chit chat.

hello(:
im in good moods now !
awesome awesome awesome.
after seeing greyson's video,
and also the small japanese guitar expert. :>

today was quite alrights,
except for the fact that i knew how bad i done for exams.
and im so happpppppppppppyyyy :B
hehheh.

d&t was the best. super slack. SUPER.
after school,
went amk hub with heejin,minji,jieli,keryn,sean&marcus.
ate pepperlunch. happy ttm :)
after that slacked about,
den i went for my tennis.
oh and sean lend me his itouch for 1 day.
i super super super happy ! :D
THANKYOUSEANNIEEEEE (!!!)

these days,
tennis lessons are damn hardcore :/
i don't know why. i get so exhausted after each lesson.
felt like i was gona faint after lesson but see sms revived le ^^v
i've still got like about 5 lessons that i have to makeup?!
my sundays fly le ~ all go to tennis .
damnnn . i really needa get more water to drink for tennis .
weather nowadays too hot uh. T__T

i think my blog is getting too wordy.
no pictures one. lazy post uh. HAHA.
keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love ~

im sure i'll be in very good mood these days.
exams are over and ~~ :)
AH. THIS IS IDEAL LIFE.
im gona go back audi & heejin&i are trying out maple private server.

stay tune for the next post babbyyy .
i'll post something interesting ( i hope )

numb

2010-05-19T20:48:00.003+08:00

i want you right now

i swear i do .

today was uber uber awesome :>
and retarded in many many sense. HAHA.

firstly,
met sean at orchard ion.
was kinda lost at first. den i looked down,
and saw sean walking about here and there.
so i screamed SEANNN STAYYY THEREEE . STOP MOVINGGG .
but obviously he couldn't hear me. so i smsed him.
den quickly ran down ~
waited for heejin,minji & jieli to come :)

suddenly saw heejin walking there and here with her very cute laugh :D
after that came minji, walking towards us waving. LOL.
den jieli, in her PE. i was like ehhh?!
but in the end she change into her homeclothes :)
went downstairs but couldn't find any good food to eat :/
so decided to go to takashimaya ~

upon reaching there, went to yoshinoya.
sean,minji&jieli ate there. me and heejin wasn't really feeling hungry,
so we stare at them eating :>
after that, went to paragon to meet sean the friend the contact lense shop :)
arranged for a date to meet some woman so she can teach us blabla.
feel so happy ~ gonna get my contacts soon :3

decided to go cineleisure. but had problems cause we didn't know it's location.
minji kept claiming she knew. so we trusted her and took the bus.
biggg mistake. HAHA.
we missed a stop, and we were running here and there all about orchard.
after a long time of 'running', finally found the place.
took neossss :D
oh and marcus came along too
so sad keryn didn't go though.

after that, changed into our PE,
took a train from summerset > braddell .
heejin forgot to bring her hairband, so she went to buy one :/
and she was tie-ing her hair on the way we were walking to school.
kept laughing, giggling like retards till my jaw hurt alot.
reached school, saw that the bus was about to leave.
we rannnnnnnnn to the bus and mrs wong just over there laughing. LOL.

on the bus, don't know why but kept talking alot of crap.
reached singapore poly. the place damn biggg .
saw some people from commonwealth and some other school.
the people @ SP are friendly :D
and the teacher damn kind. not fierce and scary one.
went to SP canteen to eat. in the end just bought lemontea.
after that, went back up.
had some briefing, den went on to playing games :D
sooo fun. i won the stupid fish penguine game :)

after that, played some game on trading here and there.
got so tired of playing that, in the end, they just let me win :/
after that, went to eat the food they provided :D
HAHA. we so greedy. just kept taking and taking .

went back in to play games again,
super stupidddd . played this game called saboteur :)
super fun play :DDD
jieli & i were to people who were to sabo.
i bet not many people noticed cause our acting very good :>
playplayplay, until time over le, still we wanted to play.
so we brought the whole cards to our chair,
and told the teacher we're gona play it here. LOL.
we were like damn damn damn childish. HAHA.
so the teacher had his briefing again,
den the whole session ended

after the session,
we got back to the desk and played the game again ! :D
didn't feel like playing cause was kinda tired already.
den the students @ SP came to play with minji,heejin & jieli.
superrr retarded. and there was this guy who,
looked a little like zhiyuan, talked like zhiyuan,
and had a alike character with zhiyuan. LOL.
so i kept calling him zhiyuan.

soon the bus came. waved goodbye to people at SP.
went back to school , den went back home :)

hope this few days would be better .
it's finally time i feel a little happier . :>

ほめ言葉

2010-05-18T19:51:00.003+08:00

with a touch,hug&kiss

people, i've got a big awesome news :)
midyears are hell over.
im soooo happy :B

today didn't really start off well.
got caught for skirt,
after that, mrs koh kept talking to me about how 'awesome' her son is.
honestly, i don't care and i don't give a shit.
and which person would even bother to do a favour for her.

maths paper was quite alrights,
but i still might have chances of fail-ing )':
well, hope i pass and pray hard i can get quite good marks :>

after school,
went around the school with yining,yuzhen&bryan.
we kept laughing at those people that followed mr singh like dogs.
and they were really like dogs.
mr singh keep 'SIT DOWN. STAND UP. GO IN, GO OUT. TUCK IN. PULL UP UR TIE'
really treat them like dog.
den yuzhen,yining,bryan and i kept laughing & laughing.
after that, went out of school,
slacked under block :/
waited for douglas to comee.

after he came, went bishan j8.
went to eat pepperlunch :D
after that walked about here and there ~
don't really remember what we were doing :/
but i remember going bestdenki staring at the laptop showing movie trailers.
den got one movie 'the fade of cries' or something.
den got the woman all covered in blood, licking blood off her fingers.
we kena stunned by that thing LOL .
yuzane went to stare right into the com screen,
the stupid bloody woman suddenly pop out we all scream. HAHA.
douglas started piggybacking bryan.
ran around the whole level like idiots.
played around with the massage chairs etc.
until we think we spoiled both machines. RETARDED.

after that, walked about again, drank bubbletea :D
soon after that, douglas&yuzane went back to tpy.
yining,bryan and i went to popular get our stuff.
den xavier came saying he's outside popular.
i call bryan go outside, see one kcpbs guy, go say hi.
den bryan really went out. LOL.
so i followed him after buying my stuff.
and he kept staring at xavier.
den xavier shy shy .__.
den keep like very paiseh like that. damn awkward. HAHA.
den suddenly he run off, don't know go where.
within few mins say come sony ericsson there.
like playing hide&seek siahh !
so we went, saw him over there,
bryan go there again stareeeee O______O .
make xavier feel damn uncomfortable and awkward ~

den xavier went to slack or watever with his friends.
bryan,yining and i went back to the topfloor again to wait for yuzhen and douglas.
after that walked about again, saw ponyo videooo :D
went to kfc to get my food, den took a bus to my house :)
they came to my house the park there slack ~
damn nice siaaa. bryan play music and stupid joke recordings.
den douglas went super high and bryan, yuzhen and i started singing.

today was overall funn ! ^^
i wana go slack at my house with some people there de park again ~
very good place for couples also eh ! quiet and nobody cares :>

友達って頼れるかな

2010-05-14T20:48:00.003+08:00

hello everybody !
only two more papers to go :D

im so happy cause tmr,
it's my cousin's wedding so i dun needa go JSS.
but the bad part, my whole family went fked up w me
cause of what to wear for wedding .
and till now, my father's diaoing me _'_

yesterday,
went to study w bryan,brendan,jieli,chuanjian,bernard,gabriel,ames.
and ate currypuff :) happy happy.
best part is playing with bryan.
he's so so so adorable.
& he always cheers me on indirectly :D

but i feel really sorry for him ):
his itouch went crazy and it spoiled.
hope it can get repaired soon soon !

after 'studying' for a little while,
went to macs cause everyone was feeling quite hungry.
ate a burger :D
and my bryan darling eat damn alot lorhhh -.-
he ate like 1 and a half meal .
oh and bryan bought this mini handcuffs thing ~
look damn cute and it's very useful :D heheh .

don't let go baby . we're drifting .

today,
had hell maths paper 1.
and im so annoyed at the fact the boardgame thing,
falls on MARKING DAY.
hell god. that damn teacher claims that she told us,
but NONE of us heard ?
maybe she only told the E4 people.
freak hell.
i wana get my contacts so badly.
i feel like cursing and swearing at her till this moment

after that,
on the way to the busstop,
keryn and i saw joseph.
so sat with him under block chat chat.
den seamus came, chat chat altogether.

after that, some asshole pissed the hell out of me.
seriously, i don't know you.
delete my number and stop disturbing me.
don't even dare pick up my phone calls,
still call me by mushy names, keep asking if can meet.
everyday ask me where am i, if we could me.
i don't reply you, pester me even more.
I DON'T KNOW YOU. GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE MY GOD.
i don't know how you got my number, i don't know you -.-
omg get lost.

after that went home, used com all the way.
watching '１４才の母'
about this girl who gave birth to a child at 14.
super sad. does why guys are jerk.
they don't know how to take responsibility.
they can only be good friends.
it's hard to find some guy that'll be really good.

i really wana thank liankiat :D
thankyou lianlian for giving me support these few days,
cause im in horrible moods these days.
even though i can't meet you much,
im really happy that you give me support over smses and phonecalls.
im looking forward to meeting you after my exams :DDD
thank you liansquareeeeee .

事実

2010-05-11T20:58:00.002+08:00

hello people !
exams are screwed :/

so far, i think i only managed to do english.
chinese and geo, epic fail D:
tmr literature die die lahh.

well this post, im just gona write what i wana do aftr exams!
i know it's too early but wells ..
i just have to ! i can't wait till exams are over. goddamnit.

19may } out with 2e3 people to ion!
~~may }do best in boardgame competition! try win award :D
2&3june } science camp
~~june } japan

yup now plan until here :>
can't wait for other outings ~
dying to meet mbs people also :)
how i wish everyday after school got nothing.
it'll be so hell awesome.

i can't waittttt !
baby ♥

努力

2010-05-06T18:50:00.005+08:00

good evening :)

midyears has finally started.
yup, it's killing people.
it's torturing me physically and mentally.

wednesday,
was ms chen's last day teaching our class.
had phototaking and our whole class wrote a card for her :>
thanks for giving sweets to us . blehh .

had PE. didn't know that we were supposed to run 2.4km ):
and i didn't eat for recess. almost died while running.
allergy was acting up again, itchy all over, difficulty breathing.
time was 14min20secs zzz.
damnnit. i've gotta improve on my timing.
this one bother line get A only .
i wan get gold for napfa this year !

after school,
went macs to study w keryn,heexian,sean.
i think we did quite alot :)
and i've cleared most of my doubts in maths.
good study time :D
den after sean and keryn left,
bryan darling cameeee :D
he so sweet, give me bear siaaa :3
bryan is so adorable, adorable, adorableeeee (!!!)

today,
had our first paper.
english paper 1 x___x.
i might actually fail for both letter & compo.
cause i totally wrote crap ..
especially for the letter.
i almost cried while writing my compo cause what i was writing,
reminded me alot of primary six :)
miss liew, seriously, you're the best teacher i've met in my life.

after exam,
went j8 with marcus & heexian.
tried studying but totally failed.
i think im loosing motivation again. how )':
chinese can never get into my mind.

suddenly bryan came :D
so i drag him into coffee bean.
chatted, crapped, kinda boring.
went basement to get food, eat, and drink.
sean finally came and went kfc.

tried studying again but faillll T___T.
waited for robin ahgong to come :>
ahgong real life so quiet de. sms can talk alot ! tsktsk.
robin keep playing with my handphone notes. stupid (!!!)

after that slacked about, walk around ~
den robin ahgong send me to busstop den went home (:

i hope i can get back my studying mood.
and hahhah, see, you guys broke up :)

i clip for him de :D even though he hated it